my life and bad dreams

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic
its my life in a peice of writting...

Submitted: November 08, 2016

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u cry every night...

nowhere to go then to heven...

if only he knew how much pain u really were in...

every night he pops into ur mind...

he messes with your head...

but only if he actully loved you..

but he dosent....

he only used u but u fell invlove with him didnt you?

of corse you did because he was just so perfect till he cheated ...

wasnt he?

but u just cant get over that smile...

over that laugh...

over him...

till that one day...

he has another girlfriend....

you cry and cry and cry....

but he wants to date agian...

you date him again thinking he changed...

but no...

instend...

he blames you...

you didnt cheate on him...

you truly loved him and would never do that...

you broke up again...

you were so sad and angry with the slut that said u cheated...

you broke one of ur nuckles punching the wall... over and over agian....

for months on end you just wanted to die...

you just wanted him...

then one day you asked him out...

he said yes but....

you didnt know in an hour...

he would already dump you...

you date guys just to try get over him...

but it dosent happen... you try to cover up you love for him...

 its so hard ....

 every night u cry thinking your not good enough....

 thinking you will never be enough...

things are all ready horrible enough...

you cant stand being home....

the fact that they yell and ur sister would hit you...

your mum was a ticking time bomb...

every step you take you want to die at that second...

you run infrount of cars hoping on day they will hit you...

at school...

you feel like a monster...

like everyone hates you...

like every move you make someone is judgying you...

why would you want to live in a world where...

the guy you love dosent love you and you cant move on...

in a world where u dont have a family...

a world where your called names like... bitch... slut.. crack whore...

why would anyone want to live in this world is the real question....


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