the memories

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic
its a real story about my life.

Submitted: November 09, 2016

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every movement gets harder and harder...
every step...
every blink....
every fake smile....
nothing matters anymore.... 
its like my whole world just disaperared....
before i could even notice....
every night as i cry my self to sleep i just pray that everything will go back to its old ways and if not that i wont wake up....
i wake up at 2 am everyday to go to trainning every morning before school...
i sit in this horrible hell hole for hours on end then after school back to trainning...
i have no one to drive me...
with no money to get a bus i walk an hour and a half along every busy roads.....
hours later im on my way home by the time i actually get home it 10pm then i go see my little sister hoping she dosent hit me or throgh something at me...
i try to walk past my farther without him noticing me hoping i dont get yelled at or hit.... i hope my mum dosent come into my room as im scared to see what she will do.....
i feel like i have no friends anymore...
my life is so lonely....
i have done so many regretful things...
i alway just want to crawl up into a ball and cry...
i fall down and i feel like i can never get up...
it like theirs a monster inside me...
not letting me go....
i just want to die but i want to be rembered as a hero...
i want to expereience having kids....
i want to join the army...
i want to have a dogs...
i want to have a 1969 camaro....
i want motorbikes and i want a family...
but  even that dosent make me happy anymore....
why dose my life have to be like this???


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