Mixed Emotions

I feel somehow happy and somehow sad

Well, It isn't that good and it isn't that bad

All these mixed feelings

No longer have any meanings

I feel that I am mixed up

Struggling in these feelings, I won't give up

It's strange how does this feel

Happy and sad, is this even real ?

These feelings are driving me crazy

Now I am feeling  a bit dizzy and hazy

It feels like that all the seasons merged together

Feeling both heavy and light like a feather

So confused, So lost

To lose everything I held to the most

But I'm kind of feeling glad

Shall I be happy or shall I be sad ?

Swimmimg around in these feelings

That have no other meanings

All these friends who shed tears

This was one of my biggest fears

Feeling heartbroken and glad

Feeling happy and sad

All these mixed feelings

Have no other meanings