My dear, my sweet

My dear, my sweet

"I'm fighting the urge, 
to wriggle my way
back into your heart."

Please don't.
You never left.

Oh how I've missed the scent of your skin.
I miss your smile.
Your humor.
The sparkles in your lovely eyes.

Every day I've asked for your return. 
I've prayed you'd return.
And now you have and god am I scared.
I can't mess up.

And I know you think,
that I don't care.
But I swear to you, 
that the opposite is true.

I love you so much,
but I'm so awkward. 

I don't know what to do.
I don't want to lose you,
because last time I did-
and a part of my soul
died.