I Can't Even Look At You by T.Gunn

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Gay and Lesbian  |  House: Booksie Classic
Love gone wrong.

Submitted: December 10, 2016

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Right now, I can't even look at you
Can't look because I know the look I'm going to cut you
Filled with anger God give me strength
It wasn't suppose to be like this
But here we are time and time again
Our love is running away an I can't catch up to it
I'm losing my way but I find myself expending so much energy
I get winded just arguing
And you like to push and get me to try ta'put my hands on you
Believe me when I say, I use to be madly in love with you
The wind beneath my wings
 
But right now,
I still can't even look at you
Just rapidly losing all respect for you
It doesn't make you a big nigga walkin around with your chest poked out
Threatening to toss me about
But I just look at you and lose all respect for you
And of course my first thought is to never lay a hand on you
But even when I'm not turnt you try too aggravate it out
I'm not lookin for exits
I'm just gonna be gone one day because you've driven me too walk the fuck away
 
We switch up and change faster than the seasons
Nobody understands why we're even together
When we turn on each-other it's like an F5 tornado
It's catastrophic weather
I'm about to turn this house upside down
Doin everything too not lay a hand on
Once upon a time we were strong but we took too many
lefts and nothing went right It just got worse and worse till it was all wrong
 
But I will always remember riding on the RTA together
In the middle of winter too a destination unknown
I was just downtown with my baby an it felt like we could stay forever young
 
But is it true love if we can't withstand it all
But it's been two years damn near and I'm still here
Some might call that stupidity but I was trying to build something that was everlasting
But our foundation is falling down rapidly
Now we're just salvaging whatever pieces found
But it's still that small part of me that's tangled up in your web
It still doesn't want to let you go
Even when I'm mad at you
Even when I can't even look at you because of the look that I am going to cut you


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