My Life In Words

I can feel my anger trying to escape, like a tiger trying to escape from his cage. My heart is as soft as a newly born kitten, only it is in a shredder shredding down peice by peice. My mouth wants to say stuff my mind dont agree with. My head pounds from all the stress I go through everday. My body aches from all the pain I make myself feel with the bade. It feels like nobody likes me or wants me around. I can sense all the hate from them to me. I feel the world would rather have me gone byt the heavens would hate me around there. I dont know what i want, but these scars show me a path I would like to go. I want to know what all the cuts on my body are for. Bullying? Ya sure. Stress? Yup for sure. Pain? Mostly. I kow I am trying to hurt myself and others, but I dont kow what to do with it. I dont know how to deal with it. All I do know is I want to die. I dont want to be on the face of the Earth anymore. I feel I cant laught anymore, or smile, or do anything without everyone laughing at me. I feel unwelcome here and I that is all I wanted to say...Goodbye.