Fake

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Can I put my glasses?
Can I put my hat?
Can I put my mask?
Can I... before I do that.... to put my fake costume?
Can I.....

Submitted: December 29, 2016

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DeYtH Banger Notes


Before I start to talk about fake.... let's see what can in your mind come as first thoughts... or what are the possibilities?


Can I put my glasses?
Can I put my hat?
Can I put my mask?
Can I... before I do this all stuff....let me .... give me a chance  to put my fake costume?
Can I.....

 

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More likely fake people have glasss... hat... mask... fake costume... fake smiles... even the worst picture of fakeness... is that in the end we find that nothing was for real... all was marely a part of the fake illusion.... everything... exaggerating about themselfs..............

 

like putting soo incredible stuff that.... they look in somebody else faces.... perfect and it's fucking ... unbelieveable....  - The stuff they say!

(P.S. I hope this kind of story suprises you and you find it enjoying....)


 

 

A Victim of My OWN Mind
 

 

- Should I be a fucking victim, won't I?


- I Really don't want to do that...
  - I really don't want even to be here

- I really don't want to be with him

- I really don't want to be with them............................

her

 

 

-  I really don't want to show my real self...

 

....

IF we look deeper, your mind doesn't makes "You"... "You" are made from something else... that you have mind doesn't means it's yours and that's who you really are...

 

 - Mind is just a tool... more likely a free tool like the computer softwares and pirate films/books/series and etc....

- Unfortunately your mind is unique... so yo are fucking damn unique victim, aren't ya? ............... FUCKING.....AREN'T YA?!.....FUCKING.....AREN'T YA?!..... FUCKING.....AREN'T YA?!..... FUCKING.....AREN'T YA?!..... FUCKING.....AREN'T YA?!..... FUCKING.....AREN'T YA?!.....

 

A Victim of my own hands

 

- Have you ever had the feeling that you can't control your hands?

You even can't do anything on that problem... somebody starts fight and you start shouting (COME ON....  COME ON... COME ON.... FUCKING HIT ME... BASTARD)... you insult your enemy............. he gets angrier and what happens?

- He start hitting you... each hit is more paintful and more and more and more... (And you shout ON your hands... come on... PLEASE.... ONE DAY...... more .... one fucking day more... come on... HEY HANDS... DON'T STAY LIKE THAT......) - What really happens in this delusion of yours?

 More likely your hands slowly are moving and  they are fucking doing nothing to defend you... WEAK IN YOUR OWN HANDS..... WEAK IN YOUR OWN HANDS... WEAK IN YOUR OWN HANDS....WEAK IN YOUR OWN HANDS....WEAK IN YOUR OWN HANDS... (Do my work which is start repeating this in your mind and how does this makes you feel?... ) - How!? (SHARE THE FUCKING FEELING - Now I am going to take the role of Freeman a Fucking ignorant a symbol ignorance.... hatefulness.....

 

- Now a victim of your own mind... a victim of your own hands? - Come on... Come on...Come on...Come on...Come on...Come on...Come on................ How much fucked up is THAT...THAT?

  - Your mind plays a tape inside of your brain soooooooooo much pleasure is going to come on the way... a booster full of adrenaline is going to raise from your veins (--- Fucking ready cut them... because you are there again and again and again... and you want to see the fucking murder... the fucking killing... it just makes you fucking good... it gives you sooooooooo awesome feeling.... so incredible pleasure...).............

 

Mind Level 1: Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face...Jerkoff... Handjob... BlowJob...Boobsjob... Blowjob... Handjob... Doggy Style... Cum on the face... 

 

- Sounds like.... it's the fucking beginning you won't do anything else without having this in mind, would ya?

 

Mind Level 2: So what's going to be the skin colour of the girl? - Yellow? .. .White!?.... Black!?................. How about Nails? - What type of nails do you want....specific!? - Long ones... Short ones (P.S. AS always I fucked up the word ones with once.... off come on.....).... How about the colour of the nails? ... - Pink? Red?... White?... Or without any manicure!?.... How about the style of the hair.... how about the colour of the hair? (Note: More likely a level full of questions about "Who" am I searching for... like how do I want to look like the person who I am going to watch... who is going to be the fucker her husband... boyfriend.. Best Friend... Friend.... or!?)

- Off come on.... few more moves and you are going really to fuck somebody (That's what my mind says to me...)... don't stop (In fake - It happens like I am fucking her for real....)..... In real... the truth is that.... I am very....very....very... far away from that.... I am fucking....just in front of my monitor at home and jerking off....

 

Mind Level 3:  How about the FUCKING CATEGORY!? - Lesbian.... Mature... Gay..... Asian.... French....Deep Throat.... Anal... Deep Pussy.... Old/Young... .Teen........ How about where is going to start?.....At the Kitchen?..... At the Living Room? ..... Hall? ..... BatRoom?.... In the Car.... In the Bus..... Outside.... .... At school.... How about the situation? (LEt's take a look more deeper from Boyfriend and.... husband.... little more deeper...) A student and a teacher...Sister and a brother.... Mother and Son... Wife and Husband.... Best Friends = Two females.... Group Sex.............................................

 

 

Mind Level 4: (So you had the money... you bought the drugs....and now you are on drugs....(SO GET IT LIKE....) YOU ARE FUCKING READY!)

 

 

- Slowly you start using your other hand... and start jerking off with the thought that somebody else is doing that while you are relaxing (SOUNDS VERY SICK... BUT THAT'S WHO YOU ARE.... OUTSIDE JUST PERFECT....INSIDE A CREATURE OUT OF HELLL... FULLL OF SINS...)

 

 

Jerkoff, BlowJob.... Handjob.... Doggy Style.... .Cum On the face....

 

JerkOff - YOu are fucking Jerk.....Jerk.....Jerk... soOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yEAH GO AND PUT IT OFF........

Handjob - I know one type of work which can involve one of your hands.... (It's logical.....)

BLowjob - Off, come on.... Off Come on.... REALLY.... REALLY.... SO FUCKED UP AND SCREW UP!?... iS IT REALLY THE DICK BLOWED FROM THE BIATCH?... (oPPS... EXCUSE ME... i MEAN FROM THE COOL WOMAN (Biatches don't exist...but the Beach exist)) In other words while sucking your dick air gets in your dick... throw your dick hole....

Doggy Style - FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....FUCKING....Definitely....Definitely I am going to invite the dogs... for the Doggy Style... I like that fucking doggy style one of my FAV.

 

Cum on the Face - Oopsss... Oppps..... Oppss....I just spilled my milk.... ON YOU!

 

 

A victim of your Own Thoughts

 

 

Aren't you a victim
Aren't you?

ARen't you?

Aren't ya?

 

It takes you hours to think about something own.... like to build... an opinion.... so you fucking leave your brain "OFF" not to be used and you use somebody else brain.... for that... .OFF COME ON.... OFF COME ON... that's a fucking...... Cliche.... - For God sake!

 

 

Roles

 

Roses... Rose....

 

I victim on the beach... next to me there is one bitch and next to her there are few more bitches....

 

 

.................................

 

 

But This logically viewed is more likely a role from the future taking it as a feature....

 

Words = Biatches....

and vice versa.....

 

(That's HELL... and you WANT MORE.... so much confusions... nightmares...)

 

 

I lived..................

let's little fix it "DEVIL I" - Come on,... so God, thinks that "I lived" is the fucking devil... I hope I don't reach that checkpoint "I lived..." - It's fucked up....

 

I ived = I was.... so let's take it more likely as  a "I was"....

I was a fake person... I was a fake user not once... but more than once... neither and twice..... (BUY ME a device by playing random moves with this dice... let the vice take that part....)

 

If it's about the feeling, it's AMAZING... IT'S FUCKING AWESOME.... playing with somebody's feelings... making them wet and even if you take the role of a girl... you won't believe what happen... SO I am going to tell you...... I took the role of Female... a lot of people sended me requests to add them even they started sending me perv photos... after I comfirm their requests..... I most likely took a role of a Pornstar... (To be perfect.... ) I took some some twitter images........ of this user getting know her more and more and more then I used that against the humans... more likely the male race....it was like I am above everyone... I am somebody's boss.... - Cool enough...

 

 

(BUt still it was in the name of the science... the other times as for the first ones.... they were just a joke... I wanted they to test that...)

 

- It was basically a revenge... somebody hurts you... then Why you don't try hurt them slowly... first to show them to taste of their poison.... To go perfect and to ruin it perfectly you should perfect in moves... First in 1 year or less than a 1 year make them feel different/special... try the role as a Psychopath... start likeing what they like... start talking about how you are going to do alll that bad stuff (Don't worry if you get little wet... from yourself... if you do that... it's a good SIGN ISN'T IT...!??! - i GONNA TELL YOU AS MUCH YOU WET BECOME AS MUCH YOU BECOME)... IF YOU PRACTICE THIS TO MAKE THEM FUCKING TRUST YOU AND TO MAKE THEM IN SUCH POSITION THAT IF YOU GIVE THEM THEIR POISION... THEY ARE GOING FUCKING DIE FROM THAT FOR REAL IN REAL...) - AS a second step you could start  from the small problems and to make them bigger... (BUT REMEMBER DEPENDS which role are you  going to play... as what gender and remember always you CAN FUCKING FIND NEGATIVE... - jUST BE PATIENT... NEGATIVE IS THE REASON i AM HERE... (as FOR LITTLE HONESTY... i AM HERE... TO PUT YOU ON DEEPER LEVEL...ON NEGATIVE... MY MIND WORKS ON NEGATIVE... ONLY ON THAT SHIT...) - It's easy AS FOR ME.... I could do that... Just putting my "Female" mask and look me... "I am a biatch..."... "I am whore""" .... "I am one fucking bad girl...".... - A tip... a fucking tip from me... to be perfect.... (FUCKING ANAlysis people... behavior... status... way of talking everything... if it's needed write some notes on how your mother gets fucked or how your fathers your mother who knows.... Just go as much deeper... as I am going to go... - I ain't gonna become a gay... but stilll I am a normal person and I  just like to be on deeper level... (Come one I don't give a shit.... that's even not me... Bill said that... (Really I said that!??/ BIlll... come on...come on... You little piggie...piggie yOU ARE FUCKING AFRAID AREN'T YA!??!)))

 

- People like me aren't the best friend (if you have in mind that each of your steps gets a note...)... Just a Analysis

I can be you...  I can be perfect... I can't be!?

 

- You don't want to wish your nightmare, do ya?
 

- I can do that... but I CAN BET IN THAT... YOU AIN'T GONNA LIKE IT.... I AM GOING TO MAKE YOU FUCKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG SCARED................. (rOLES, AREn't bad ...... ain't ....shoutin!?)

 

 

Hurt

 

People hurt you in the name of fake...

 

- IF you think that this is something special... and something very exciting you aren't  fucking right with your mind ... Fake is a lie... based on illusions and delussions... It's fucked up when you understand that you have spend so much time with somebody and in the end what do you see!?

 

- YOu see somebody playing with you... HE is fake.... She is FAke.... .... even can't he/she fit your category - But this is other problem


(P.S. If I am hurting you... I am very sorry... that's the world and you should take this.... easy or on the fucking hard way.... you will need to take it... better now than latter... latter isn't as always forever later............)

 

Insult

 

(FreeMan was the whole beginning of all ... A guy who likes to see how people get angry... as for me I am more sick him that... I AM YOUR NIGHTMARE... BETTER TO GET CONFUSED THAN TO UNDERSTAND YOU... iF i UNDERSTAND YOU... YOU AIN'T GONNA LIKE IT... TO BE HONEST, IT'S NOT O NTHE RECORD BUT STILLL i CAN SAY THAT... i FUCKINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TO TAKE NOTES OF HOW YOU GET FUCKED... HOW YOU MOVE... EACH STEP... EACH THING... i LIKE THAT...... sO BASSICALY SOONA i AM GOING TO PREDICT YOUR NEXT MOVE)

Fake is more like a excuse... but kind of in a nice way and in the same time it's something very....VERY....VERY....VERY BAD more likely insultING you... Showing you how weak are you... Showing your leaks of your system and how much vulnerable you in real are....

 

 

- But that's the beginning... 

 

 

 

 

 

Once upon a time.... You were the fake person... you were in the costume of a fake person... You enjoy it and now IT"S TIme to be "I" as a feature in that costume... 

My time to start controlling my life....

My time to stop letting somebody to play with my feelings....
My time to start hurting people....

My time for revenge....
My time for level of insanity

My time to show you how I feel

My time to show you my preparation... in this dedication.... for the fucking ENDITCATION which is fucking TOO COMPLEX FOR SUFFOCATION

 

 

 

 

 


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