I had dream last night

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I had a dream last night 28/12/2016

I can’t remember the whole dream, but my best friend (Adiel) was in it and at some stage in that dream we stood side by side, deadstill, and my mind went to my mother. I cried thinking of her, how caring and understanding she was. How she was a Mother to me, my brother and sister. Most of all how much I miss and love her.

I woke up sad, and I don’t know why, but suddenly missed a few people in my life that really made me Happy. Genuinely happy. My mother, my Father, my brother, My sister and Adiel I had the most fun with. Adiel was my first real best friend and I miss him. When I was around my family that time I had no worries, no cares. We loved each other so much and yet we were not rich, we had enough and each other.. A real simple life… I miss that simple life.

While I was lying awake in bed next to my wife, I was thinking of this five people that I miss so desperately and want back in my life again. I was wondering why I didn’t miss my wife, was it because she was in my life, next to me? Then I thought no, I think the reason that she was not part of the “five”, is that she doesn’t make me happy. I Love her to death and she made me who I am today. She loved me once but at some stage she fell out of love with me. Now its just arguing over the smallest things and insults ripping my heart apart, and me just standing there with a stupid smile on my face swallowing every last insult, saying nothing back, and just feeling sad to hear this person that was supposed to love you so dearly talk to you that way.

So I must make up my mind. My happiness - or me trying to make someone else happy……
I never cared for myself. Seeing other people happy made feel good. IM NO HERO. But do think I am a good person. And some people take advantage of this goodness

Submitted: December 28, 2016

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Submitted: December 28, 2016

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I had a dream last night 28/12/2016

I can’t remember the whole dream, but my best friend (Adiel) was in it and at some stage in that dream we stood side by side, deadstill, and my mind went to my mother. I cried thinking of her, how caring and understanding she was. How she was a Mother to me, my brother and sister. Most of all how much I miss and love her.

 

I woke up sad, and I don’t know why, but suddenly missed a few people in my life that really made me Happy. Genuinely happy. My mother, my Father, my brother, My sister and Adiel I had the most fun with. Adiel was my first real best friend and I miss him. When I was around my family that time I had no worries, no cares. We loved each other so much and yet we were not  rich, we had enough and each other.. A real simple life… I miss that simple life.

 

While I was lying awake in bed next to my wife, I was thinking of this five people that I miss so desperately and want back in my life again. I was wondering why I didn’t miss my wife, was it because she was in my life, next to me? Then I thought no, I think the reason that she was not part of the “five”, is that she doesn’t make me happy. I Love her to death and she made me who I am today. She loved me once but at some stage she fell out of love with me. Now its just arguing over the smallest things and insults ripping my heart apart, and me just standing there with a stupid smile on my face swallowing every last insult, saying nothing back, and just feeling sad to hear this person that was supposed to love you so dearly talk to you that way.

 

So I must make up my mind. My happiness - or me trying to make someone else happy……

I never cared for myself. Seeing other people happy made feel good. IM NO HERO. But do think I am a good person. And some people take advantage of this goodness

 

 



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