“Need I say more?’

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: U never loved
Someday, I will be brave enough to say these things to you in person. For now, I remain in happy, quiet contemplation over you and can say tonight that I just might love you. Or could someday.

“Need I say more?’
‘No, because you’re wrong, and I’d hate for you to keep embarrassing yourself.”

Submitted: January 04, 2017

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Do you ever get the feeling that when you show someone your affection for them, you are assaulting them? Like you should probably leave them alone? Your affection, no matter how sincere, does not necessarily mean a damn thing to the person you are giving it to. Love can corner you. When you intrude on someone with your affection, you might find yourself trying to knock a strong door down with your shoulder. Either you break the door or you break yourself. Something almost always gets broken.

You can make it easier for them, by sacrificing your time and energy, but you cannot MAKE THEM, you can only make it easier for them— and yet again, what have you gained?

Nothing. You’re gambling. Putting trust coins into a slot machine hoping that love comes out.

“I think I’m nostalgic for a time I never experienced.” 

It’s easier to hate than to hurt.

Someday, I will be brave enough to say these things to you in person. For now, I remain in happy, quiet contemplation over you and can say tonight that I just might love you. Or could someday.

“Need I say more?’
‘No, because you’re wrong, and I’d hate for you to keep embarrassing yourself.” 

“I don’t really see how I can keep being with you. Would you want to be with someone who just told you they could never love you?” 

I’ve tricked you on purpose, yes, and you must realize it really has nothing to do with you. It’s always been me. This is why, seeing you in my dream like that, came out as a shock. You also must forgive me. You must forgive me because I know how it looks like, that everything we ever shared was a lie, and it wasn’t…

I am more of an illusionist that a deceiver, but it all comes from being in fact, a very private person. Even if it was true that you knew me better than anyone, I’d never admit it. I’d rather dig my own heart out, with a rotten spoon, than admitting it. I may let people in my own little world occasionally, but I would never let them be aware of it. I don’t throw my intimacy in front of others, especially when I care. The more I care, the less I give away, and this is something for you to understand, and grant me your forgiveness. I didn’t play my tricks on you in order to deceive you, but rather to save myself, and maybe even deceive myself as well. I’ve had hidden my feelings for you so deeply that I’ve learned to live with them, as if any other casualty. I have done wrong to myself as much as I did to you, and I don’t know if I can forgive myself. So now I wonder, could you forgive me without feeling sorry for me? I certainly don’t deserve your pity. Especially not now that I am awake.”

I am awake and I will love myself now, If will never find yourself now in my thoughts..! You will probably won’t find it easy to forgive me for forgetting about writing you in my part, I never can forget you but will try not to mention more you ..!

Anyways, just love yourself..! I will 


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