The chaos of the future

What does the future hold?

When the world looks so cold

I am just seeking what I want to know

Trying to hide the sorrow that I can't show

My life is just turning to be a disaster

And it looks like that it's something I can't master

How can I hold back my tears?

That I have been hiding for years

Bearing the pain alone

Trying to fight it on my own

But it's so hard for me to handle

Trying to light my life with a candle

They say the past is a history

They say everyday is a mystery

But I want to know what lies ahead

I really want to know after that has been said

And time is passing by

Just to tell me "goodbye"

You don't have anything ahead

And show the tears that you've shed

No one knows what will happen next

Maybe this is for the best

I would do anything

Just to know this one thing

Is there a bright future ahead of me?

Can you show it so I can see

I am giving up my own life

Slaying myself with a knife

Shall I really give up like this ?

Because life isn't a game of chess

Tell me,what does my future hold?

After I have met a world this cold