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fine go and assault her now. let the country bleed in her blood, and you people will be the reason behind. does anybody have asked you before? if you want to make fun of, want to enjoy? go to those prostitutes, pay and lay down…

Submitted: January 11, 2017

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Submitted: January 11, 2017



What have I done? Why should I would be poisoned just because you are a girl…And may parents believe you but they don’t believe your surrounding hence they will not let you go and let you do anything you wanted to..!

Along with the trust issues, one of the hardest parts to deal with is the feeling of not being believed or supported, especially by your own grandparents and extended family.

and all because of you..Just because you guys standed still in front of those boys, hate you people..just being into the mind of boys they can get every girl? What made you think so? And if you can’t get her, You going to get her forcefully just for your sake? What kind of sake? Will you please explain..you nonsense..have you ever gone through the situation when a normal girl has to fight for her freedom, has to fight for her independence..That she wanted to test her ability..!

Fine go and assault her now. Let the country bleed in her blood, and you people will be the reason behind. Does anybody have asked you before? If you want to make fun of, want to enjoy? Go to those prostitutes, pay and lay down…you people gone crazy; what is the fault of her? You assaulted each night…you boys…Shame on you…Shame on you that you are still living in this country. Go and die…!

You assaulted her physically on bengaluru streets and now you are assaulting us mentally in our home..! Wake up guys..What are you waiting for..What pleases you on her blouse? Just go to hell…is seeing her naked is your only intention? Then why you go on celebrating those bhai duj and raksha bandhan, if you cannot protect your sister as well…! Of pain, you could wish only one thing: that it should stop. Nothing in the world was as bad as physical pain. In the face of pain, there are no heroes…! In addition, if you are reason behind this…Please die in shame…! I just want you all to say…Stop celebrating festivals, showing you can protect your sisters…!

Leave it guys..you can’t do anything…we should not accept anything from you..You want just to lie down next to her? However, why by assaulting her? Forcefully?? Do you have any idea, how you have lefted remarks on her face, on her thighs, on her heart?

Have you ever had a thought of this? what will happen then? We have to commit suicide. Yes, because the society will not accept us now.!

You have to bear no loss, we are committing suicide..but you will get more girls to assault now..!! Great thinking?

And if not suicide..

Then she will end up hiding her pain and acting strong, afraid to cry and show her tears, she has to struggle then with years later…! Do you really know? How it feels to feel the pain and still acting like, nothing has happened.

Girls are like helpless children in the hands of amorous men, whatever is said to them is true and whatever manipulation on their bodies seems like love to them, sooner or later, they come back to their senses, but the scars are not dead inasmuch as her spoiler lives.

But no matter how much evil we see, I think it’s important for everyone to understand that there is much more light than darkness.

Let us teach that loving isn’t always loving. Like when you loved the hamster so much that it died. Some adults do that too. Too much, the wrong way. These are ‘Stay away’ zones on your body. These are ‘Stay away’ people. You do not have to obey all adults. Not even parents. Disagree respectfully. Run, if you need. Shout, if you need. Adults can be bad too..!!

And then? We all gonna disappear

Today I wore a pair of faded old jeans and a plain grey baggy shirt. I had not even taken a shower, and I did not put on an ounce of makeup. I grabbed a worn out black oversized jacket to cover myself with even though it is warm outside. I have made conscious decisions lately to look like less of what I felt a male would want to see. I want to disappear.

“Can’t you just let it go? Move on?”

Asking why?? Because-

Her eyes bled from venomous anger…
Her flower had been gruesomely deflowered…
Her life had slowly turned into a blunder…
There was no more thinking further….

Sexual violence is a difficult topic to think about and even harder to deal with. I understand that a wide range of emotions may have been ignited while reading this article, so I ask you to take care of yourself. Always remember to take care of yourself no matter what, and never stop doing the things you love that bring peace and joy to your life. Whether it is music, art, exercise, cooking, reading, sports, prayer, nature, or any of the other amazing gifts life has to offer: Embrace them. Do what you love to do, embrace all the beauty that exists within yourself and the world around you, and take care of yourself. And of course, reach out to someone if you need help. 

Life is very difficult to go through it alone, so please talk to someone you love and trust, and one who always has your best interest at heart..!

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