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That's who am I... nothing so sparky as you thought it will be!

Submitted: January 12, 2017

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(...)...

Are you bored?

Are you fucking bored?

am I boring?
Are my thoughts boring?

....

Okay... so let's continue

"XD"

"xD"
"xD"

xD - On mixed feelings
xD - Just the little beginning
xD - Just a symbol of laugh
xD - THe first step of ignorance...
xD - Too far... very well so may leave as well in this........

xD - Did you got it?
xD - I ain't gonna repeat it... deeper level is not all about repeation... it's all about understanding the fucking complexity of this fucking flexitiliability....

I AIN"T GONNNA REPEAT IT.... NEITHER DO....NEITHER SO... NEITHER AND THAT WAY... HIP AS FOR AWAY TO AWAKE....


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I should be fucking glad... shouldn't I?
BUT GLAD FOR WHAT?

FOR THAT QUALITY OF FLARITY AND MISTY VIEW


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I fucking predict the next move... I fucking predict it... and dedicated to dear "YOU".

It was between

"XD"
"WOW"
and
"LOL"

- So far too low... to be a glow!

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Not very smart move... if it's not complex!


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My head fucking hurts... it hurts... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over...... over and over and over... (I gonna say it twice... as wise as possible just for the blice of that glice.)

- Please fucking glaze that and gaze that gate... with Daisy too much lazy... is she crazy?
- Please fucking glaze that and gaze that gate... with Daisy too much lazy... is she crazy?

- Please fucking glaze that and gaze that gate... with Daisy too much lazy... is she crazy?

- Please fucking glaze that and gaze that gate... with Daisy too much lazy... is she crazy?

- Please fucking glaze that and gaze that gate... with Daisy too much lazy... is she crazy?

- Please fucking glaze that and gaze that gate... with Daisy too much lazy... is she crazy?


....

If it's about home... you are fucking welcome... not too near.... or too well but it's wel... in a kind of way... full of dway with Dwein?

....

It fucking hurts since the beginning of my day... did you asked that and that?

let's play... I hope that will go well!?

1 - THAT"S ME... always the fucking player one... I always had prayers to be player two!

(REMINDS ME FOR CHESS... I LIKE CHESS AND I AM THE WHITE ONES)

2 - That's "YOU" - Whoever you are there and if you are really...really listening to me!

1: Hey
2: Hey :)
1: What's up?
2: Nothing too impressive... to be so pressive... just going the same as before and as before and as after and after build on merely "before" and "After"
1: Wow
(Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... not fucking send that shit... not fucking send it... "Wow"... "WOW'.. .what's that "WOW"?... I should replace it....)

1: Mhm, (MAHAHAHAHSHAHSSAH, no fucking comment... I don't have words... words whiich I use in my language... come on... she or he is waiting for answer... what to say?...)

(Lie?... no? Honest? Yes or No?... what?????
Tell me what?... What to say?... Oh... I fucking forgot I am talking to noone.... so logically i can't expect from nothing... something.... Should I be wise? or NISE... or NICE...!??!)

1: Mhm, okay!?

(THIS SOUNDS PROPER AS PROP)

...

(NOW.... answer is needed... when will... "YOU" answer?)

2: :)

1: (EH FUCKING COME ON...r eally won't you ask me how I FEEL... HOW i fucking feel... (nO IF IT REALLY MATTERS... IF IT JUST A LITTLE MATTER IN ALL THAT RATTA))

...

(I am really going to tell ya... how I really feel... for real in reality... in this fucking dwuality.... (YEAH... I AM FUCKING HURT... HURT... WOW... NO... answer.... no COMMENT... just so MECCONT AND BACCONT)

(Neither and words neither and dwice and twice are going to be here for the dice))) - Mhm...mhm mhaaaaaaaaaaam, very, very impressive!)

- I just need to study that... and build notes and I am ready... (COME ON...really you ain't gonna answer?... ARE WE REALLY FRIENDS... REALLY??? (I AM FUCKING HURT.... DURT... DURT...DIRT)

- I don't need somebodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..... to be here... in my room... I NEED TO EXPRESS IN MY ROOM MY Feelings... that so far is horror... don't laugh... don't cry... this guy really needs a medical attention...

- We bet on that!? (But who are "they"? and who is "HE"? And who is "I"... is it just for "THE" and why did you fucking ignored me on that?) - Do I need a break? ... I am not a roadish car on the road which is canned.... (IS THAT THE FUCKING WORD... Ohh... your fucking sick opinion for how sick you are and all your friends... I am not talking about you... neither and for "YOU"... but more likely for all... as overall in that roarable... 'I know that... I Know" that... I know that fucking feeling... no need forr brackets... I know how fucking ignorant everything is going...

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You don't have time for my problems....
YOu don't have time for my glitches...
You don't have time to spend with my emotions...
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Was it all a lie?
Based on the law of all?
....

You know something... you fucking know something... I BET IN THAT... and in THAT... basic on humans emotions...

(MY mother... no she... no her... not she... but who!?) - It can't be this fucking biatch here in this discussion... hell hasn't came on the legs to walk and to be here... It's too early for it and little late just to start now... Hell started and it was in "THE LIFE OF ONE KID"... when you get to know that book you gonna find who am I... for real... Now we just talk on the surface... face to face... eyes into eyes...


..............

THE PROBLEM IS I DON"T KNOW....

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DOesn't it torture you?
THe feeling that everything is gonna be over?
The game is gonna be over?

- ME?

,...

Oh you just fucking found that... I EXiST... VERY IMPRESSIVE FOR YOU LITTLE SPECIE... I just didn't know about that... I was studyiing you since 30 years... noooooot fuckinnnnnnnnng too much... just a little half of my life was spend in studying you... BUT WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT "YOU"... I am not crazy... to talk about "YOU" and whole...

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LEt's continue the journey - Kind of boring of this Jackson shit... but let's see how far can he get - It's FREEMAN HERE...

...............


Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... I just said to wait for your comments... you are so impressive species... you just putted some comments.... I couldn't stop that reaction... it was already on action (I JUST SAVED SO MONEY.... for my beloved mother.... _ haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)

- Something against my laugh?
- YOu gonna judge me?
- YOu are neither me... neither that so who are you?
- If you were me... okay... come and judge me!?
- If you are "That" okay... judge me again.... but don't try to gain!

- My fucking vision is fucking blured.... and blooded... just because of "You"... all day and all night you are in my mind.... I see such possibilities which just fucking ruin my whole day... Is that "LOVE"............... Nooooooooooooooooooooooo... Nooooooooooooo it's possible I to feel love... it's so decompressive out of logic... played not by the book... played on some kind of other scenario.... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... (Mhm, still nothing on progress... let's try twice on this dice.) .... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE".... "LoVE"..."LOVE"....
OVE... OVE...OVER... sounds like OWE...OWE...OWE...OWE...OWE...OWE.... sounds like somebody owe to somebody....


(VICTORY...VICTORY... finally to eat something!)


Irration on Bitches!

- BIatches on irration level work on

- scenario - How much irration is that?
- Sucking cock
- Getting fucked
- Kissing

Very.... very.... fucking irration.... so ration... on this radiation....

(NOO NEED TO FIX MY WORDs... they are clear enough... you are dead... that's enough....)
- Pretty TAFF... isn't it?

...

But i won't give up... I am biology biatch!

..........

So sarcastic... that i want each word to touch ya... and to hurt ya... reallly....reallly....really...bad... that's how bad am I!

 
No need to kill ya... no need to make some torture experiments... what i Want is to make you cry... after you read... it after.... and after... I to be part of your imagination... I to be a image which you see in your nightmares...
 
 
And I was a victim of such thing... a victim of my thoughts... now is your turn... to become a slave of my thoughts... a slave of my mind... That's what my mind wants nothing too complex.... JUSt little lust to control you.
 
(I am very thirsty... I am fucking thirsty... so it won't be very long... to be honest...)
 
 
...
 
What happens when something plays in your mind
 
JERKOFF-JERKOFF... over and over ... you do it... today and you say it after few days "You have changed... you won't do that anymore"... you start living with that thought over and over and over and over and over and over... one day it just cames the day which again happens this nightmare.... it happens the nightmare in which you again start doing this... again the same thoughts come in your mind "You have changed... you won't do that anymore"...."You have changed... you won't do that anymore".... You buy few stuff for yourself... you tell yourself "That this stuff are going to change you... this stuff are going to make you stop from that... but no... it gets worst and worst... and worst you jerk off again and again and again and again and again it just start to become an addiction.... It starts to move like a drug effect....
 
BUT AGAIN WORLD IS THE SAME
THE SHIT IS THE SAME
SOMEBODY IS TOO INSANE TO BE THE SAME
EVERYONE SHOULD CALL THE INSANITY!


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