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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Nightmares and Psychopaths
Anger started to control my life... nice man probably I am not... I know one thing fiction characters they got out from the novels and become alive.

Submitted: January 17, 2017

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Submitted: January 17, 2017

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- Sounds like so far I am thinking on the conversation of Sherlock Holmes and Dr. Joan Watson

#Elementary

#Marriage

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What does that have to do with it? Well, as you know, detection is a calling, not a job.
Hardly leaves one with time left over to sustain the elaborate ruse of marriage.
Because, of course, you think marriage is an elaborate ruse.
There are other ways to describe it.


An unnatural arrangement which forces its participants into an unhealthy monogamy.
An accretion of petty fights and resentful compromises which, like Chinese water torture, slowly transforms both parties into howling, neurotic versions of their former selves.

>...?

 

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It makes me to see the world in whole new way.

Quotes

If you want to have something... just keep collecting and putting the pieces in a safe place.

- DeYtH Banger?

I don't have any desires... of suicide... I have never had and I will never will...
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I can't stop myself from analysing this race... the human race so vicious, furious and protagonists.

- DeYtH Banger?

This isn't a sign and neither and that and neither and that... what i can say (Silence today has a scenario in this room)... and as a second...

There is one sign and that's you can feel your ass.... that's a sign for you having an ass.

- DeYtH Banger?

Be proud of yourself... you have an opinion... it's like the asshole everyone got one...

- DeYtH Banger?

Discussions are more likely a code sharing...

Like

"Hey, how are ya?"
...

Like

"Hey, how do you feel by running this code?"

..........

- DeYtH Banger?

Films/books/series... are just experience of other people... The biggest question is do you have enough time to Experiencing all this experience?


- DeYtH Banger?



You already know the scenario... they got there... and there... they went there... and they changed forever and ever.

- DeYtH Banger?

 

Some people want a lot of... others little... but in the end all people change...

- DeYtH Banger?

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This above are thoughts which keep me awake... can change me... and help in viewing the world which you see... From my POV there is something into this and I am going to solve it.


Story

 

So le'ts cut the shit, nobody gives a fuck about that shit. Also I don't want to lose your time and neither you are suppose to lose my time, do we have a deal?

 

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"YES"?

"YES"?

 

"YES"?

 

"YES"?

"YES"?

"YES"?

"YES"?

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OFFFFFFFF COME ON... YOU AREN'T SUPPOSE TO AGREE WITH ME ON EACH WORD... SETENCE.... AND WHAT i SAY....

 

pLEASE MAKE AN ARGUMENT... LET'S DEBATE... SAY

"NO'''

 

- On reasons, they are fucked up so far like your face but... here is one... "I ain't gonna make a deal with the devil..."

 

- Very reasonable so far as human being you are, aren't ya?

 

 

Awake

 

ProbabLY, you SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP FUCKING, WELL DON'T YAAAAAAAAAAAAA?

(Ohhhhhhhhh, I am sorry,I gonna lower my voice... just because of your toice? TOYS?)

 

To be honest, I have so much thoughts playing around in my mind, I am not a Psychopath, so we could remove this out of opitions on the question... WHO COULD I BE?

I have so much thoughts, probably you haven't had such, building scenarious and works in which I describe perfect murders with the perfect characters and features. As for "It's not Happy" - the short story, I have another in my mind... I still keep playing it... OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER.... with different aspects, perspectives.What I see... is one gruesome and fucked up murder in the abdomen... shoot so FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKING abandoned. You think you are trying? Crying? And Drying? and Playing?... PLEASE BIATCH LEAVE A MESSAGE.... JUST FOR THE TRYING.

 

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I have been awaken from different sounds a world which is build from crazy and mad people... can you imagine?

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE? (I AM REALLY ANGRY HERE ON THE RECORD)

Somebody awaking you with stupid questions!?

and let's follow that scenario

 

Should I go out?

Should I?

Should I sleep?

Should I eat?

I am going to eat!

Should I eat?

Can I?

Should I take a shower?

Should get up?

Shouldn't I?

Should I?

 

(COMPULSIVE BIPOLAR DISORDER!)

(YOu fucking think that I am funny? and gummy and dummy??????? - NO REASON OF BEING PRISON!)
(What I want from you... is another chat... with you... nothing to flexxy to be so CLECKSY... got it? - IT WAS A JOKE TIME TO LAUGH
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (ANY REASONS TO DOUBT IN MY LAUGH?))

 

(Let's continue the scenario)

 

Should I go out?
Should I walk?

Should I stay
Should I go?

Should I take the bus?

Should I buy that?

Should I... do that?

Should I

(OFF I AM KIND OF BLIND... and very infatuated from this world... let's countinue your doubt in that goubt so gibberish...> I SHOULD FUCKING LAUGH>... HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, you just fucking created a new word it's "gibberish".... WOW... WOW FANTASTIC AND TO PANTASTIC PERSON)

 

Should I move?

Should I change my pants?
Should I change my T-Shirt?

Should I Watch TV?

Should I  take that?

Should I listen?

Should I be perfect?

 

(VERY FUCKING CONFUSED.... so donfused!)

 

Where is DON?

 

- IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII GONNA END THAT SHIT!

 


Anger

 

 - Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I should clap and say BRAVVOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... GG.... DD... you just fucking got my message , I am very impressed... you reached above my expectations for you.

 

...

 

I am really angry, at you... at them and the way this work goes... a torture and Over AND over AND OVER and over AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER.

 

 

Patience

The beginning of the pain and the torture.... you think that Iam crazy?... I am mental unstable and stable!?... REALLY...>REALLY... you piece of dumb shit... for the dumpster... I am going to put your opinion there, WHY??... I should leave you to question yourself... as much as fucking you want.... YOU LIE AND TIE... that's the beginning of all and I am fucking so tall for the all.... whole and as a hole... take that tole with that tone...

DId you know that the people which really teach us about the world... are not the angels... but the Monsters. This are the people, they are still now alive and they will continue to be born and over and over and over for generations. Here is the FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKING TRUTH, WHICH YOU IN DAYS YOU ARE WAITING FOR.... AND BLACK AND WHITE DOES IT EXIST IN THIS FUCKING WORLD... DID YA KNOW THAT?

 

You fucking cock sucker?....You fucking cock sucker?....You fucking cock sucker?....You fucking cock sucker?....You fucking cock sucker?....You fucking cock sucker?....You fucking cock sucker?.... COCK SUCKER?

 

What type of shit is that... patience???.... Predict anger.... tie the lie..... end the beginning.... ceiling will be the end of all and all....


RATHER


Life is 

LIE... TIE... AFRAID...WEAK

 

....
LONG LIE
FAKE THE TIE

(I can continue with happiness... if you want RATHER AS A THERE AND TO BE RA IN THERE AND TOOOOOOOOOO BE RATHER...
ARE YOU CONFUSED... didn't I SAID THAT IN ADVANCE THAT I HAVE SUCH A GOAL???!?!)

...
LOWER
EXPECTANCY
LIE
JUST FRY IT

..........

LORD SHOULD LIE
PEOPLE ENVY

 

...

(THAT"S THE DEFENTION... ON DEEPER LEVEL... NOBODY SAID THAT YOU SHOULD BE HERE... you could be there and there and there... with no body... but you are here... pain does fucking hurt? HURT! LET"S CALL HURTZ!)

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(That's not a spam... just making another experiment... of wonders and login's and pluggin's? DO I have a plugin?)

 

Lie

Opps... my mistake "IIKE"

 

I like to watch you suffer... to be hurt... that's when I get very taff... I enjoy your pain and laugh and laugh and laugh... that's what "THE GRAYMAN" - code is... isn't it?... WITHOUT EVEN ANY DOUBT!

I like when you are honest... about how you gonna hurt me... I like that... I FUCCCCCCCCCCCCKING LIKE IT... 
...

i WANNA A FILTY GIRL... A SELFISH... AND A PERSON WHO IS EGOIST...

......

- It's silence... it's another step in the world... are you afraid of doing it?

 

Happy!?
 

- I have never been happy... it's humans on basic levels... on basic ignorance.... basic sadness to near to fulfilment.

.......

I just wanted from the world... little compassion .... some passion... near to imagination near to fucking gination to generation... fucking the generate for making that fucking rate. My life has never been Rhyme, I just made it... that's the only FUCKINGGGGGGGGGG THING LEFT IN MY LIFE TO DO AND TO HAVE.... i DIDN'T LIED TO ANYBODY, I WAS JUST AFRAID TO LOSE YA... i HAVE A LOST A  LOT OF PEOPLE

 

LOST

LET'S KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP THE FUCKING SILENCE... LET'S END THAT SCENARIO FOR LEFTING ME TO GO TO RIO. I lost all people around me... I was honest... people lied to me... (EVERYONE WITH HIS OWN problems... SMALL OR BIGGER DEPENDS ON THE FUCKING SIZE OF THAT SIDE...) I was honest with them... real images... real data... but what in the end? ONE SMALL PROBLEM JUST BECAME FUCKING BIG.... I little saved some data... again I fail with that fucking mission... so friends are more likely a mission???? WHERE IS THE FUCKING COMPASSION IN THAT PASSIoN.... i ALWAYS LIKED YOU... BUT WE SHOULD STAY LIKE THAT... FOR MORE LONGER...YOU GET THAT, DO YA?
you undeRSTAND ME, RIGHT?... dON'T BE crowded AND So that's the LAW... NO COMPASSION... IT'S FOR THE FUCKING WEAK TO LEAK... LICK MY ASS BITCH... FOR THE PASSION WHICH YOU JUST MADE ME.... HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA - take that... i AIN'T CRAZY... ON BIATCHES I AM FUCKING TALENTED.. let"s rawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

I lost my father... but on profit I just gain more... people now pay me WITH FUCKING MONEY TO GO SCHOOL... SOUNDS LIKE PASSION SO FAR IS IT?
HOW FAR IS IT?

 

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doN'T GET SHY... FOR THAT LIE... WE BOTH KNOW THAT THAT WAS THE END... I WAS VERY COMPASSIONATE... YOU WANNNA SUPPORT?
... i CAN GIVE YA SOME... MY ASS COULD SUPPORT YOU... NAAH THAT'S ONLY FOR BIATCHES ON YOU... LITTLE GUY BEHIND THE SCREEN TOO AFRAID TO BE HONEST... IN REAL LEVELS... IGNORING MY MESSAGE LIKE A NEW JOB.... Y OU ARE FUCKING GOOD... LET'S BE WITH god.

GOD GONNA AND DONNA BLESS YA

...

What in the fucking helll is that?... Did I got the message? An energy drink is that, right? ......... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... it's some kind of fuck... god gonna fuck ya... in a nice and kind way... to the devils you say. GOD GONNA BLESS YA.... GOD GONNA FUCK YA........

DO you agree on that? Yes indeeed... fucking deeds!

 

...>

I fucking miss your messages... the zing zang song........... RAZZZZZZZZZZZLE DAZZLE SONG... BUT i KNOW THE TRUTH... THAT HAS NEVER BEEN THE TRUTH, SORRY FOR BEING SO RUDE. i JUST COULD FIND THE ROAD FOR THAT................. NO WORDS................ no comments!

 

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cooooooooooooL cleaning some shit... are you so pressive and depresssive... don't be worried... I was just honest... on honest levels... little joke... just to choke ya....... no need for data on that type of levels.

..............

HOpeeeeeeeee. I just lost it... thanks for giving me nothing for in advnace for nothing... THAT"S WHAT A DEAL WILL BE.... near to lie just to tie somebody.

 

No FUCKING NEED FOr edit... we are not in reddit... are we!?

 

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ARe you depressed?
Confused?

 

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Very simple as that so far can't get you too far, can it?

 

 


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