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I am Victor Anderson, I have a great heart for people. My journey is continually amazed with life experiences. My journey continues on and on,
I have been here 1 year now in San Diego, CA.
My time is wonderful just like always. I am a 24 year old enjoying life. I started working at the San Diego international airport on May 12, 2016. I started as a skycap for American Airlines. I enjoyed the job so much. On June 14, 2016, I met the love of my life, "well so forth" She was 5'6 and she was a White Middle Eastern woman. She was so beautiful, she looked like she was between 25-30 years of age. We met and her name was Sevcan. She was the prettiest woman that I loved. She was from Istanbul, Turkey. Sevcan was a 34 year old woman. She was never married and has no kids. I was a young 24 year old, so happy to have a great job as a airport employee. I was also happily in love with a older woman and we were planning to have a future together. Over time the love bond grew so big between Sevcan and I. I loved her so much; for about 4 weeks straight, I would get off work and go to her apartment to spend time with her. It was like a love romance dream come true. As time went by even though we were happily in love. Sevcan had to go back to Turkey due to her visa entry. Before she left we vowed to remain humble cause we were madly in love. We had a plan to marry. We said our goodbyes as I watched her depart on July 15, 2016. She and I kept in contact when she was in turkey and I was here in San Diego, CA. Our love kept going strong as we would video chat 3-4 times a day, throughout the weeks. Things seemed to go steady and smooth like usual. We always had our moments of laughter, jokes, of course disagreements as well as we would grieve for us wanting to be together in person. Things were always smooth, to me it was like a dream to me that some how came true. Sevcan and I always talked about our true love and feelings of how we feel for each other. I truly really loved her so much. There were times she would come up with strange thoughts and she would tell me that she thinks our love was not possible. I always thought positive and I would try to mediate with her to think positive. I was always able to fix the problems of negative thinking and turn it positive with Sevcan. I really had true love love and was really loyal and honest to Sevcan. My love for her was so strong and she loved me too. I loved Sevcan more than I have ever loved any of my ex girlfriends. Sevcan doesn't know that I loved her more deeper than words. My heart was really faithful and committed to her 110% the worst case scenario is I didn't hear from her for about a week. Eventually when I heard from her. She said she was seeing someone else and it was not possible for us to be together. I was so hurt and heartbrokened and depressed for a long time and cried so much for days, weeks, into months. I am still hurt and sad about it all. As for me now I write my memoir due to love being a part of life. Love is such a beautiful thing. When you love, you shine, when you shine, you love. My love that I had for Sevcan was real true. I just wish it didn't fade away. Well as for me, I will continue on as a single guy now. I do know a few story's that's similar to my story. My memoir love story is everyone's story to, for all those who are saddened by a break up or a relationship issue. I hope that my memoir will help many others out there. All over America theres a lot of love in the world. The Lord loves all the wonderful love of the world. As for everyone out there, I hope you love my memoir and learn from it. All the hardships of love can be challenging. I am so proud to learn from the hardships of such a experience I had loving a Turkish woman. I Victor Anderson hopes that everyone will love my story. You must learn, live, laugh, love stay humble through hardships, breakups, depressions, and sadness. Although my relationship with SevcanYilmaz didn't work out between her and I. I personally believe that she is a wonderful woman. I feel that it was a wonderful experience even though I gave her all my love and my heart. I do love that we had a lot in common together and we could have made a good couple. Sometimes love can be so deep like the ocean. Even though I don't talk to her anymore, it's not what I hoped would happen. She does exist in my memory. I can't seem to let go of the love I had to for her. It's sad and I do cry at times to the present. When you are heartbroken after all the love you had for a person you really cared about. It builds a lot of hurt in your heart, it takes a while to heal up from the hurt they did to you. No matter what the person did to you. We have to guard our hearts and forgive and just move forward and let go. Love is a great feeling to cherish in your heart for people.

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Love at first site

Submitted: January 26, 2017

I am Victor Anderson, I have a great heart for people. My journey is continually amazed with life experiences. My journey continues on and on,
I have been here 1 year now in San Diego, CA.
My time is wonderful just like always. I am a 24 year old enjoying life. I started working at the San Diego international airport on May 12, 2016. I started as a skycap for American Airlines. I enjoyed the job so much. On June 14, 2016, I met the love of my life, "well so forth" She was 5'6 and she was a White Middle Eastern woman. She was so beautiful, she looked like she was between 25-30 years of age. We met and her name was Sevcan. She was the prettiest woman that I loved. She was from Istanbul, Turkey. Sevcan was a 34 year old woman. She was never married and has no kids. I was a young 24 year old, so happy to have a great job as a airport employee. I was also happily in love with a older woman and we were planning to have a future together. Over time the love bond grew so big between Sevcan and I. I loved her so much; for about 4 weeks straight, I would get off work and go to her apartment to spend time with her. It was like a love romance dream come true. Read Chapter

The departure.

Submitted: January 26, 2017

As time went by even though we were happily in love. Sevcan had to go back to Turkey due to her visa entry. Before she left we vowed to remain humble cause we were madly in love. We had a plan to marry. We said our goodbyes as I watched her depart on July 15, 2016. She and I kept in contact when she was in turkey and I was here in San Diego, CA. Our love kept going strong as we would video chat 3-4 times a day, throughout the weeks. Things seemed to go steady and smooth like usual. We always had our moments of laughter, jokes, of course disagreements as well as we would grieve for us wanting to be together in person.
Read Chapter

Break up.

Submitted: January 29, 2017

Things were always smooth, to me it was like a dream to me that some how came true. Sevcan and I always talked about our true love and feelings of how we feel for each other. I truly really loved her so much. There were times she would come up with strange thoughts and she would tell me that she thinks our love was not possible. I always thought positive and I would try to mediate with her to think positive. I was always able to fix the problems of negative thinking and turn it positive with Sevcan. I really had true love love and was really loyal and honest to Sevcan. My love for her was so strong and she loved me too. I loved Sevcan more than I have ever loved any of my ex girlfriends. Sevcan doesn't know that I loved her more deeper than words. My heart was really faithful and committed to her 110% the worst case scenario is I didn't hear from her for about a week. Eventually when I heard from her. She said she was seeing someone else and it was not possible for us to be together. I was so hurt and heartbrokened and depressed for a long time and cried so much for days, weeks, into months. I am still hurt and sad about it all. Read Chapter

Feelings

Submitted: January 29, 2017

As for me now I write my memoir due to love being a part of life. Love is such a beautiful thing. When you love, you shine, when you shine, you love. My love that I had for Sevcan was real true. I just wish it didn't fade away. Well as for me, I will continue on as a single guy now. I do know a few story's that's similar to my story. My memoir love story is everyone's story to, for all those who are saddened by a break up or a relationship issue. I hope that my memoir will help many others out there. All over America there's a lot of love in the world. The Lord loves all the wonderful love of the world. As for everyone out there, I hope you love my memoir and learn from it. All the hardships of love can be challenging. I am so proud to learn from the hardships of such a experience I had loving a Turkish woman. Read Chapter

Forgive

Submitted: January 29, 2017

I Victor Anderson hopes that everyone will love my story. You must learn, live, laugh, love stay humble through hardships, breakups, depressions, and sadness. Although my relationship with SevcanYilmaz didn't work out between her and I. I personally believe that she is a wonderful woman. I feel that it was a wonderful experience even though I gave her all my love and my heart. I do love that we had a lot in common together and we could have made a good couple. Sometimes love can be so deep like the ocean. Even though I don't talk to her anymore, it's not what I hoped would happen. She does exist in my memory. I can't seem to let go of the love I had to for her. It's sad and I do cry at times to the present. When you are heartbroken after all the love you had for a person you really cared about. It builds a lot of hurt in your heart, it takes a while to heal up from the hurt they did to you. No matter what the person did to you. We have to guard our hearts and forgive and just move forward and let go. Love is a great feeling to cherish in your heart for people. Read Chapter

Songs of Romance.

Submitted: February 11, 2017

"Story Of My Life"

Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain
I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days
She told me in the morning she don't feel the same about us in her bones
Seems to me that when I die these words will be written on my stone

And I'll be gone, gone tonight
The ground beneath my feet is open wide
The way that I been holding on too tight
With nothing in between

The story of my life
I take her home
I drive all night
To keep her warm
And time is frozen (the story of, the story of)
The story of my life
I give her hope
I spend her love
Until she's broke
Inside
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)

Written on these walls are the colors that I can't change
Leave my heart open but it stays right here in its cage
I know that in the morning now I see us in the light upon a hill
Although I am broken, my heart is untamed, still

And I'll be gone, gone tonight
The fire beneath my feet is burning bright
The way that I been holding on so tight
With nothing in between

The story of my life
I take her home
I drive all night
To keep her warm
And time is frozen (the story of, the story of)
The story of my life
I give her hope
I spend her love
Until she's broke
Inside
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)

And I been waiting for this time to come around
But baby running after you is like chasing the clouds

The story of my life
I take her home
I drive all night
To keep her warm
And time is frozen
The story of my life
I give her hope (give her hope)
I spend her love
Until she's broke (until she's broke inside)
Inside
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)

The story of my life
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)
The story of my life.

This song is a song that Sevcan and I loved.
I use to cry everytime I hear it. I am so hurt that she left. Love is so overly complicated that I can't be in relationships at this point in life. I had a plan to go to be with her and marry her in turkey. I was happy and excited but I got heart broken. Read Chapter


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