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Just a quick night writing

Submitted: January 27, 2017

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Submitted: January 27, 2017



Sometimes I don't feel like waking up. I just want to lay in bed, do nothing. Hide under my cover and close my eyes. Forget about everything else. 

Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing. It looks like I'm laughing and am happy, but it's all just an act. Inside my everything is dying. I can't think straight. Everything is being destroyed. 

Sometimes I hate myself. I hate that I'm not nice, not perfect. I hate myself for thinking that. I hate myself for being mean to the people who cares about me. I hate myself for not loving them back. I hate them for not loving me as much as I love them. 

Sometimes I want to die. Just end all the pain. Finally be free. Not having to worry, to care. Being able to put myself first.

But then I remember, it's only sometimes I feel like this. On the good days, I want to live and those are the days that matters.

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