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There is a problem... and it's One Point Zero Point Two

Submitted: January 28, 2017

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Submitted: January 28, 2017

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Problem

Problem… 102…

One


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Two



"Want"

- You think that I want to be a sociopath?… Psychopath?… I never did said that, I have never wanted to be such type of an example of so unstable human being. I always wanted to have friends… to have people with which to hang out, to have around me people which I can trust.

 

 

 

I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT

 



(Which I have now… fucking opposite)



I have people around me who don't care, make promises which are like they are actions…. They do zero action… so their promises are the same. Having around me not stable people… talking bullshit for which I fuckig don't care. I HAVe people around me which are talking meaningless shit… ( shit is an equation doubled… in twice as rice… not the sunrise but the beginning of all dices… this is Crysis?)

…I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…

 

…I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…

 

…I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT …I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…. I NEVER DID FUCKING WANTED THAT…




- "Repeation"… Why?…

 

My life is mix of that… each day there is the same mad and crazy person around me… speeches und scenarious are fucking predictable. "Privacy", has never existed (Ain't joke… we both know that 'you"… dear "you"… You have hell of a lot of experience around this area… the sadly truth is that you never go back to see what hell was back those days)… (No need for edit… nobody is original neither and perfect… laugh is just the beginning of how insane in real you are)…

 

Imagine that people are more distant from you… (You continue fo laugh)

 

Second level is comming … Imagine that people have gone from your life… (You continue fo laugh)…

 

Third Level…. … Imagine that you are living and living in a blackhole…. Endless from… (You continue fo laugh)…

 



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Calculating data…

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Analysis say: You are fucking crazy… no need to dicide… your scenario is ready… you have being following it from very long…long…long time.


"Perfect"

- Who doesn't want that?

We have moved a lot of since from very long time… but we ain't fucking perfect… we are more likely a line with beginning and middle the end isn't
specified…. PERFECT MEANS TO BE A LINE WITH A BEGINNING AND END TO DON'T DO ANY TYPE OF MISTAKES…

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT….BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT…..BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT…. are you perfect?

(Don't get scared…you ain't fucking carrot… aare ya?!)

(You are reading it… following it… sounds like you are like me…)


What I wanted was a peaceful place.. spending time around people which are interesting. Not some type of people which are fucking smashed from the business class or even from the whole world. What does average class...?

 


 



I hate when Bob Proctor and some other people right… The truth is that conflicts and conflicts twice or double from all other classes.... more likely sum in one place… also money trouble and problem. More from "Negative" than from "Positive" side…. So strange!?… (This explains and confirms the theory that we have in ourselfs .... more likely in our brain negative bias…)

P.S. Silence, has been always perfect… iif we really honor and appreciate it


….

If you ignore somebody on daily bases… that's a glitch!
If you have problems in walking… that's a glitch!
If you are fucking addicted to something/someone…. That's a glitch!


"Reader"

I remember the days in which I hated so much books that we something .... which were gave from school for the holidays… it was taking me a lot of time as first to finish it and as second to read a lot of. First school was giving categories which nobody from 20-21 century won't be fucking interested…  That "You'… dear "you"…. Interested doesn't mean that the new world is interested…. even the whole world is interested)
(MAGIC ... BORN IN 20 CENTURY… LIVING NOW IN 21 CENTURY)

(ON WTF FILES... just came out Magic Dust)



The new world can't be really define… "Who they really are?"… "What can we expect from them?"… - Isn't it the new world order… KIND OF AN example of very very wacko…. Or is a chaos? ( As the novel Day One, kind of points out…). When is about reading ….. in about 1 year and something…. I MAde a very big progress, I found what I like, in what I have passion in… and now I really…really eenjoy what I read. I find and other human beings at the same level and they have the guts to tell their stories "Now", should be the perfect time (Time..crime)… to tell my story behind all this lines.... (Under the same level... I mean people with the same experience... with the same problems and so on and so on...)

(Friday 13th, you say it's show time... I say that's bitchy... biatchy time)



"Zero Day"

Once hapen in the real world and once in the series "Person Of Interest", and this should make the conclusion that I have saw it twice.…



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And This day will be remembered… a year which is different (2017), reminds me for 2016, but it's not. In 2016 did happen one very tragic event. Now I am in the month in which I got one big hug from my father…. Few months later ... = (No Goodbye)… He suicided…
Few days later…. I took a break…..And The day in which did happen was Sunday… Today is Saturday…. Tomorrow is?


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