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Alone in the world.

Submitted: February 02, 2017

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Submitted: February 02, 2017



March 7, 2014

Dear Diary,

Alone. No friends, clueless family, completely alone. Tears dripping from my chin onto the pages making them damp, as I sit here writing this. My once best friend abandoned me, years ago to hang out with the more popular group. I'd hate to even say her name. I thought I had other friends, but I realize now they don't think of me as such, instead they think of me more as the person with a large house to have parties and hang out in, it's not like they'd notice me if I didn't live here. The only person who talks to me directly is my teacher and that's just because she's a famiy friend, she doesn't see me for who I really am. I cry tonight, and it's not the first time. This must be my twentieth entry on this exact topic, but I can't help it, you're the only one I can talk to, I can't tell my family, they wouldn't know how to handle it. And so I sit here, alone, wallowing in my misery. I can't help but think what it would be like to have friends. To be more than a mere shadow at the back of the room. No one's been deliberately mean to me, they are without knowing it, that is, until I heard someone talk about me behind my back. I couldn't here what they said exactly, but I heard my name, and then giggling afterwards. I tried to put it out of my head, but that one time makes it pop up everywhere. People spreading rumors and making fun of me without me knowing it. I thought I was a shadow, but apparently I'm worse. Just a moldy peice of cheese that eveyone wants to throw out but can't because it's stuck to the bottem of the drawer. So instead they try their best to ignore it, but eventually fail to do so. I wish I could drop out of school, be homeschooled instead. It'd be easier that way. But I know that can't happen, with everything that's going on, and so I can't bring it up, in fear I might strike a nerve. Anyway, by for now.


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