I love you forever

Reads: 423  | Likes: 1  | Shelves: 1  | Comments: 3

More Details
Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: February 12, 2017

A A A | A A A

Submitted: February 12, 2017



How can you make yourself fall out of love?

I want this longing and need in my heart to be gone. I want to be able to fall asleep without thinking of you, wake up without wishing you were next to me. I want to be able to go to our favorite restaurant without imagining you laughing across from me. I want to get drunk without crying out your name. I wish I wanted to call anyone else when I am sad. I wish my body didn’t crave yours late in the night. I want to stop crying every single day. I want my heart to stop feeling this way. I want to be able to look at any other boy and want him.

But I can’t. I can’t unlove you. Because I fall asleep trying to imagine your arms are wrapped around me, I wake up wishing I can roll over and see your face. I go to our restaurant and it doesn’t feel the same. I text you slurred messy texts proclaiming my never ending love for you. When I have had a bad day I want to call you, I want to see you, I want you to hold me. I can’t stop crying. I feel like I am suffocating. I try to have fun with other boys but there hands don’t feel right they make me squirm away. Their tight grip on my waist is so desperate but yours radiates love and protection. Their chin doesn’t rest perfectly on my head like yours, their fingers don’t hold mine so gently, their mouths don’t kiss my cheek and even if they did it would never be right because it isn’t you. I only ever want you. It doesn’t feel right with anyone else, the second they get close to me I try to run away. Don’t you get it?I don’t want to know how anyone else tastes on my lips I only want your arms wrapped around me on a rainy day. Or any day. Every day.

I can’t unlove you because when I think of my future you are in it.

I am in love with someone who fell out of love with me and it is tearing me apar

© Copyright 2018 forgottensoul. All rights reserved.

Add Your Comments: