Dear Xander

Dear Xander

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Genre: Romance

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Status: Finished

Genre: Romance

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A letter from Josie to Xander.
(spin-off of my other short story, "candle in a sunny day")
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A letter from Josie to Xander.
(spin-off of my other short story, "candle in a sunny day")

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Submitted: March 10, 2017

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Submitted: March 10, 2017

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Dear Xander,

My dear Xander. The one who broke my heart. The one who left me for another girl. The one who tried so hard to get me, yet oh-so easily let me go. Xander…I moved on. I moved on from you.

I found a guy who pulled my heartstrings as you did. I found a guy who makes me feel special. I found a guy who makes me feel like I’m worth it. I found a guy who makes me happy.

I’m happy, Xander.

But you’re not. At first, you said you wanted me back…but when I told you I’ve found happiness elsewhere, you got mad at me. You wished I choked on my last breath that day. You told me that I was evil. You said that I didn’t want you to be happy.

But no, Xander. I do want you to be happy. You were the one who said that happiness isn’t me. I was hurt when you left me for her. I could’ve said all the things you said to me. I could’ve called you evil and heartless too…but I didn’t.

Because I accepted it. I wanted you to be happy. I loved you.

So I let you go…

And letting go isn’t all that bad. It hurts like hell at first, but then I found him…he made me happy. I’m happy. I love him.

I would have never met him if I didn’t let you go, Xander…I wouldn’t be happy right now if I didn’t let go.

You said that I didn’t want you to be happy, just because you regret leaving me and now you think that happiness is here, with me. You’re wrong, dear Xander. Oh so wrong…

I do want you to be happy, which is why I’m telling you right now…let go of me.

Try to move on. You’re looking for happiness in the wrong place, Xander. You’re holding yourself back. Untie the knot, Xander. You can’t untie a knot by pulling it roughly…it takes time. Take your time.

Let me go.

Love, Josie.


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