idk anymore

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Submitted: March 11, 2017

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Idk what to do anymore. My anxiety is getting worse. I don't feel like myself anymore. I have an amazing bf. I still feel like shit though. I have so much on my mind. I had the biggest scare of my life tonight. I almost lost the love of my life. I didn't even know why. But of course I thought it was because of me. Because of how I am. I'm insecure. I'm annoying, needy & so much more. Idk how I have a bf, especially with how amazing mine is. I'm not amazing at all. I'm not a good gf. a good daughter or any of that. I'm just a fat disappointment. I've been thinking about cutting again lately but I haven't. I guess I'm proud of myself for not doing it. But I feel like I need to soon. I'm not doing good in school. I never am. I'm stressed out so much. I just, idk what to do anymore. I feel dead inside when I'm not with my bf. I feel invisible when I'm not with him. I feel like nobody sees me how he does, I can't even see me how he does. 


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