Who am I?

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic
How I feel currently.....

Submitted: March 13, 2017

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Who am i? What was I meant to do in this world? I'm still looking for the answer but this is one I want to desperately find. Somethimes I feel I'm a waste of space. Personally I feel I have no meaning. So I feel that the pain and depression I feel is for nothing. I want to end it.........I don't want to do this anymore. I feel a lot of rage inside of me. People say that when you let it out you feel better. That's why I'm typing. I don't want to talk to anybody about it...and that's because of questions. They ask questions and you answer it from your OWN mouth yet they reach a conclusions on their own. So almost no one is reliable. But the rage............ I usually try to hide it, but sometimes I fail, lash out on my own siblings sometimes. Parents will say they did that and been there. Most of the time problems are like people identical but different. Same properties but different. So advice won't help us much. The only one fit to give advice is Jesus. To me he is the only wise one. He helped from doing some things I know that is wrong. Like I was thinking of killing myself. But a tiny voice told me not to do I think that was the holy spirt or Jesus saying no. if I think earth is hell I can't imagine the actual hell. life's a game and I played for a while but I dont wanna play no more.......


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