Suicidal - Story & Help

Suicidal - Story & Help

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I will tell you about how I feel. I'll show you what it's like to be so depressed that you want to be dead.

I will offer help, but I can't even help myself, so please do not count on me for advice.
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I will tell you about how I feel. I'll show you what it's like to be so depressed that you want to be dead.

I will offer help, but I can't even help myself, so please do not count on me for advice.

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Submitted: March 13, 2017

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Submitted: March 13, 2017

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This Is A True Story

am Emily. I am severely depressed and I have been since I was 9. I am now 14. But the last year has been hell, this is the end of the road for me. I met a man who I thought was my world - And I am right, he is my world. He is my everything. He absolutely hates me. I can't go on any longer and everyone tells me to move on but I can't, they aren't me, they talk bullshit and they can't see what I'm going through. He doesn't give a fuck about me, I shouldn't love him but i do. Everyone says "forget about him," and "he can't stand you," but I honestly don't care, I think he's perfect and nothing what he or anyone says will change my mind.

It is exactly a year tomorrow (14/03/17) when I met him. He needs to move on though and I'm putting him before myself. I've honestly seen a big difference in me after I met him, before I was selfish and arrogant, I hated babies and pregnancy, now I put others before myself and I love babies, I want his children and I have been a nicer person ever since he's been in my life. I feel like we are meant to be together. You may be reading this and be thinking 'well, what are you moaning about? That sounds great!' You need to keep it in mind! He. Hates. My. Guts. And. He. Wants. Me. To. Die!

I can't take it anymore and I've lost hope. I'm going to take my life tonight, I can't live without him. He's my everything. Thank you guys for reading my stories, it has meant a lot. Sorry that I haven't finished them off, but I appreciate your support!

 

If you're feeling suicidal please seek help immediately, get a psychiatrist and wait. It takes time. People don't help me because I'm a Youth Offender, I don't matter in this world - but you do! Please get help, believe me, within 6 months you'll have anti-depressants. It seems a long time but please hang in there. Talk to adults (if you're a child), if you're an adult, talk to your GP and they'll refer you onto a therapist (same goes for children.)


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