EVP Dangers : Attachments & Mind Games

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Submitted: March 15, 2017

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March 14, 2017

12:28 am

  It was just an average day really. I dealt with some aggravation at work, but I didn’t let it follow me home. It’s starting to snow/rain slightly outside at the moment. The region is predicted to get quite a lot of snow tonight and tomorrow morning. But, I live very close to the ocean so the temperatures are slightly warmer. It might snow heavily a few miles inland but here, we often just get rain. It would be nice though to get out of work.  So, as much as snow can be a real pain in the ass, if it gets me out of work tomorrow then I’ll be happy, but I’m not holding my breath though.

  Nothing significant happened with “them” today. They were yapping away all day as usual, but I blocked them out quite well and just heard the noise of their chattering for the most part. They are still going on about how they are “higher life forms”…..whatever. I don’t even want to know what they are talking about or what game they attempting to play now. I’m not going to participate. I’m not searching for elusive answers anymore, I just want all of this stuff out of my life and off of my mind. I just want to be able to focus on everyday things. I miss that a lot. All of this paranormal stuff has become a real “bog” so to speak, just trying to figure things out and stress about that can send you right back down the rabbit hole. I just want to put it all behind me. But, it’s a little tricky presently because I still have these attachments that are trying to always grab hold of my attention as much as they can.

 If they want to yap about how they are “higher life forms” all of the time, good for them.  I just wish that they wouldn’t yap to me about it, because I just don’t give a damn. I just wish that they would go yapping about their higher life-form-ness off of a short pier somewhere and never come back.

 

March 14, 2017

6:25 pm

  I tried to rest a bit after work today, it did not go well as usual. I was hearing voices coming up through my pillow and I think they were doing that tactic where they try to speak in my head quickly and loudly, but it doesn’t seem like they were able to pull this off today. It was more like they were causing my ears to pop on and off. I think they were definitely attempting something there. Then, I felt the all too familiar vibration sensation again. This time I felt it on my shoulder. It was almost as if there was something small sitting on my shoulder which was causing this intense vibration feeling.

 When I do tune into what they are saying (due to my own momentary lack of keeping my focus) I have heard them talking again about how they were “higher life forms”. They’ve become serious snobs recently it would seem. I don’t know if I should go out and buy them some caviar and Grey Poupon or what?

  I was also hearing them say “Happy Birthday” this afternoon.  This is something that I’ve been hearing them say on and off going back to 2015, when my situation first began for me. I have no idea what this means and why they keep saying “Happy Birthday,” but the strange thing about this is, is that I’ve also seen this in another person’s account of this situation as well.  It was an account that I found online from about ten years ago, but it was the same type of voices oppression situation. The person telling his story clearly stated that on at least one (but I’d guess probably more) occasion, he clearly heard these voices say to him “Happy Birthday.”

  This caught my eye right away because I had also heard these entities saying this and they in fact still continue to say this to me every now and again. I have no idea what it means and even if I asked them what it means, just where my mind is at with dealing with them at this point, I wouldn’t believe anything that they told me anyway. Now, as I’ve stated before, repeating phrases over and over again is something that they do all of the time and I have no doubt what so ever that they do this deliberately to cause a person aggravation. But, this is a phrase that they have not so much repeated over and over on a constant basis, but they have been saying it intermittently going back to 2015.

March 15, 2017

6:40 am

 Well, once again last night I felt little to no physical disturbances at all. This happened a few nights ago as well, but then the physical disturbances came back the next night.

I don't know what's going on with this. I mean I've felt these physical disturbances to varying degrees practically every night for such a long time that I certainly know when they are absent or considerably weaker and last night they were practically not present at all except perhaps for the slightest bit.

 It would be wonderful if these strange sensations completely stopped or at least became so weak that I barely even noticed them and they didn't cause a problem for me while I'm trying to get to sleep. But, I'm not going to get my hopes up just yet. I didn't get messesed with too bad when I went to sleep last night, but yesterday afternoon when I tried to rest for a bit right after I got home from work, I was getting messed with with the physical disturbances.

So, I really don't know what's going on here, but I'm not about to get my hopes up yet that there is going to be any significant backing off on the part of these harassing entities. My first thought is that they are intentionally doing this just to mess with my head because they've pulled these kinds of tricks so many times in the past. They are all about trying to pull the wool over your eyes.

of course I wish "they" would back off from messing with my sleep so much, but I'll have to see how this plays out. But, I'm certainly going to keep my guard up. A heavy dose of suspicion is typically a good thing when one is confronted with dealing with these oppressive entities.

 

 


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