The Life of a Teenage Bi-Curious Girl

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic
this is a story of a girl who is trying to figure out her sexuality and who she really is. she faces challenges and hard times but she tries to keep moving forward.

Submitted: March 23, 2017

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Submitted: March 23, 2017



Who am I? Why am I here? What is my purpose in life? These are questions that I ask myself almost everyday but I'm never able to answer them. I just have so many feelings inside me that I can't express to anyone even if I tried. I'm better off just by writing them down since I have no one to turn and talk too without being judged and cursed out. I just want to be happy is that to much too ask for? The truth is that I like girls in a romantic way. I'm not quite sure of my sexuality yet but so far I like girls and the feeling is only getting stronger. I always used to only like boys but things started to change when I was in 7th grade. I've noticed that I had a very small attraction to girls but it was so small so I didn't pay much attention to it, I thought that it was just a phase but the feeling just got way more intense.

Now that I'm in 8th grade (almost a freshman in a few months) I catch myself staring at girls, thinking about how pretty they are and having sex with them. I'm also trying to find myself, trying to figure out my life path and my sexuality. I still like boys a little bit but I'm just so confused I mostly feel attracted to girls now. Am I a lesbian? Am I bisexual? or am I straight? I just don't get it, I'm experiencing so many feelings and emotions.

I'm living in a world full of hate although there are some people out there who love and support everybody no matter what. If and when I come out to my parents, I already know that they are not going to support me. They hate same sex relationships and they say that it is not normal but it's not my fault it's no one's fault for being gay or lesbian they are just born that way. It's just so irritating how some people think that being gay is a choice. I want to have a girlfriend so bad. I've had boyfriends in the past but i'm ready to try something new and see if I like it. I'm just going to live my life and I don't care about what anybody thinks, not even my family. All that matters is that I'm happy.

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