Shimmering dull

Shimmering dull

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Submitted: April 30, 2017

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Submitted: April 12, 2017

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Is it okay to think I'm to greedy. Waiting for an item I asked for, but hoping for something extravagant. Asking for a small, shot glass of water, while getting it into this insignificant, snobbish head of mine that I'll get the ocean instead. Yes, pathetic. However, I've learnt to accept it. Sadly, I know that what I want is further than the furthest star. Doesn't mean I cannot hold my breath, nor wish upon that far, distant star. And I don't mind doing it with a smile on my face, or with my face caked in tears. As long as I feel until my final breath, I lived a fulfilled life.

Right now, love feels like a foreign concept. Nevertheless, I hope romance comes my way. Another selfish far out dream , untouchable by my ugly and lying and indecent hands. I'll probably brush it with the ends of my finger nails, or be blinded by it before I can experience its touch. But it's something all humans desire and long for. I'll admit now I'm wollowing in self pity. I feel like my heart is gasping from holding my breath to long. How could I let go and give up? It'll make my death, when it comes, even more in vain.

My family love me dear, if not each other. And if anything else, I have a closer to normal life. It's just suffocating. Like sinking into the enchanting deep blue sea, only now seeing the damage it's done to my mental state. Awaiting praise and rewards, following the rules, its finally crushed my confidence in being and individual and querky.


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