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You're like a drug to me

Submitted: April 13, 2017

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Submitted: April 13, 2017



Have you been told that you're amazing, that you're irreplaceable and that you deserve to be treated that way?

I'm sure there are millions of words that I could use to describe you but none of those words can explain just exactly what you mean to me. You guided me through the dark when I thought that I could never escape. You helped me get through something that I thought was impossible and you helped me believe in myself.

You, yes you, you are something only people can hope for. You are something that lights up my world and brings color along with it. You helped me breathe again. You made my life and purpose more clear and without you I don't know what would happen next.

I want you to use your actions to teach me more things that I lack to acknowledge. Tell me that you'll be there for me when I need you the most because I want to be here for you too. Even if you're strong enough and don't need my guidance I still want to be here for you when times get hard and it feels like things are becoming to heavy to handle. I don't want to try to live a life without this gift that you've given to me. You've given me LIFE. A reason to smile and a reason to laugh. You gave me reasons to love myself when nobody else could. 

I know it may seem silly when you think about all the conversations we've had. The simplest of words that you speak with such ease have a huge impact on me. Every word that comes from your mouth makes me want to change. I want to be better not only for the people around me but also for myself.

I was toxic before I met you and you told me that once you felt toxic too. I couldn't understand how someone so beautiful and so alive could feel that way but later on I realized that you and I are so much alike. We both have different stories but the things that we've been through have brought us both a great deal of pain on different levels and intensities. 

I want to know you, I want to know every curve and segment inside that beautiful mind of yours. You make life seem so breathtaking. You make me feel brand new, as if I've never been broken before. You not only helped me grow but you've helped heal the scars of my past.

Qw have all the time in the world to get acquainted and for the first time I don't feel like I have to rush anything. I love the steady pace that we've been keeping constant for the past couple of months. I don't want you to feel overwhelmed and I don't want to overwhelm myself in the process. I've been through so much but I want to share all of that with you. I want to tell you about every mistake and every bad decision I've made in my life but I also want to talk to you about the good things I've done because once again, for the first time I feel like I've met someone who can accept me for my flaws and someone who's there to help me live through them. For the first time I've met someone whos worth meeting.

I want you to know that you are something special. You were created to mean everything to someone and I want you to mean everything to me. I want to love you, I want to love every flaw and imperfection that makes you a human being. You're just a person and so am I but I want something real in a world filled with billions of people just like us. I want you.

Just you. I want to share your pain and hurt. I want to feel what you feel and I want the both of us to help one another and continue growing. I want to know your past of anger, heartbreak, pain and agony, hopelessness, and broken promises. I want all of that. I want to know what makes you, you. I want to know YOU

Just you.

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