To those who's planning to commit suicide

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Do you feel like dying? Do you ever feel like the only way out of pain is to sleep continuously for a long period of time? Do you ever feel like being paralyzed is the only way to stop the pain from entering your heart and making it feel like it’s cracking inside? Do it ever occur to you that dying is the only outlet of your problems so even though you’re afraid of god you try to convince yourself that it’s better to commit suicide? If yes, continue reading this.

Submitted: April 14, 2017

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Do you feel like dying?  Do you ever feel like the only way out of pain is to sleep continuously for a long period of time? Do you ever feel like being paralyzed is the only way to stop the pain from entering your heart and making it feel like it’s cracking inside?  Do it ever occur to you that dying is the only outlet of your problems so even though you’re afraid of god you try to convince yourself that it’s better to commit suicide? If yes, continue reading this and don’t worry because I understand you. I know the feeling of being so depressed and emotionally hurt that it leads you to find ways to feel the pain physically so that you’ll be able to feel it outside, not only inside. I know the feeling of being alone not because of not having any person around you, but because of having numerous of them while knowing that nobody will listen to you. I know the feeling. The feeling of having no hand to tap your shoulder, having no shoulder to cry on, having no ears to listen to your rants and having no voice to say “It’s going to be ok”. I know you’re thinking that there’s no one who cares for you and your existence, so why live? I know that you feel like you have been left by everyone you love that’s why you feel like leaving them permanently will make it all ok. I know the feeling because I’ve tried committing suicide before. And believe me, it never turned out the way I thought it would be. I just made things worse because the physical pain I felt is indeed exhausting. It’s like I’m dying while still living. So if you’re one of those problematic people who is planning to commit suicide try to think again. Try to think of those happy memories you had. Try to think of how long your mother took care of you when you’re inside her womb and how your father worked hard to full fill your needs. Then try to reminisce those sweet moments you had with them. Those sweet moments when they pick you up from school, when they became your hero when you fell off the bike, when they taught you how to read the clock, when they gave you compliments when you’re highest in the test, when they gave you their birthday gift on your 3rd birthday, when they taught you how to write your name and those dark and silent nights wherein you’re just tucked in the middle of them and you’re feeling the warmth of their breathing on your head. Try to think of your family. Their expectations and their dreams. Then try to think of yourself. Do you deserve this? Do you deserve dying this way because of this cruel world? Will you just let those people who hurt you rejoice on seeing you dead and knowing they won? No. you shouldn’t let it end like that. You shouldn’t stop fighting and kicking. Because in this brutal generation you are in, you should always remember that you’re going to face thousands of challenges and endless bumps on your road to success. And it only depends on you and your faith in god if you’re going to stop in the middle of the road or continue walking and standing whenever you fall. 


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