Not my Anniversary

Do I worry?
Of course.
Does it matter?
No.

I miss the way we used to be,
I miss you being here.
I miss your quirky smile.
And the way you always calmed me down.

I miss believing you'd never leave.

But you did.

And I don't know what to do,
Without you here tonight.
I should hear you gently snoring,
Maybe even talking in your sleep,
in that weird itle way that you do.

But theres nothing.

My bed is empty and my heart is lost.