Ugly

Ugly

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I wonder
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I wonder

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Submitted: April 18, 2017

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Ugly

And do they think I am oblivious to the truth?
Do they think that I am not aware of reality?
Do they think I have no knowledge of my state of being?
That I am blind to beauty?
That I don’t belong among the pretties?
I wonder
Don’t they see I have eyes and a mind.
I have taste like no one ever had.
I know beauty.
I see it in every corner.
Every minute my mind collides with truth.
Ugly truth.
Ugly ugly truth.
Do they think I do not wish to be blind?
To live in oblivion.
Oh, how I wish to live in oblivion.
How I wish to live in the unknown.
Is it not peculiar to have this state of mind?
Is my mind twisted and bent 
or broken, not able to be mended?
Is it too late to pick up the pieces and mould them together?
Or was there never a too late?
Has it always been doomed?
I wonder
How can it be, a human so flawed.
How does it exist, a human so childlike.
So outwardly flawed, so inwardly childlike.
Deformed and fearful. Abhorrent and shy.
Hideous and listless. Ugly and anxious.
I wonder
Does it ever change?
Does it ever become better?
Does it ever fade?
This feeling.
This ugly feeling.
This ugliness. 
I wonder
Never ending questions through my mind.
Too many questions, too less quiet.
I never ask, why me?
I never wonder

Ess


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