Do you love me?

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Gay and Lesbian  |  House: Review Chain

Submitted: May 02, 2017

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This story begins where most story's end, with death that says to be the ending of all. Some thinks of it as a begining of another life, some thinks of it as the ultimate end. This was far from the end of this story, this was just a pause before the next chapther began. 

The morning sun shined down on the small town, Caris laid in bed looking out the window as the sun shined in. It had been just weeks since he died, it was still hard to grasp all of this. The world he left was filled with magic, wonders and somehow hope. This world he had landed in was far from magical, it was dull and a bit boring. But it contained one thing that made it all better, and it was him. Thinking back to when they both died in the other world sended some shivers down his spine, he never wanted that to happend again. As he thought of all these weeks that had passed, he heard a loud knock on his door. He softly yawned as he walked out of bed, he opend the door and there he was just like always. 
"Dude we are soo late right now"
Embryo looked at Caris who was barley dressed and sighned
"Don't tell me you forgot again?"
Caris just stared at Embryo for a moment before snapping out of it. 
"No no sorry I will just"
Caris muttered a bit as he walked back inside to get dressed properly. Even if Caris remebered every moment of that other world, it seemed that Embryo had forgotten all about it. He quickly grabbed his violin when he was properly dressed, as he headed for the door. 
"Im sorry Embryo"
Caris knew how much it meant for him to train with the band. Embryo just smiled as he heard those words and sighned. 
"Nah its fine just come on"
They both walked out of the appartment as Caris locked the door, they walked down the stares and hurried down the street. 

As the bus stopped infront of them Embryo payed up for both of them, as they took a seat at the back of the bus. The silence grew a bit between them as they sat there, it feelt almost strange to not talk. In the other world they had been close, he would even go as far as being together. But since Embryo didn't remeber anything after dying, Caris was back at square one with this new Embryo. But it was what he prayed for, just to be where Embryo were. This new Embryo however seemed not to be that way, he seemed so diffrent. As the bus stopped by a large house, Embryo and Caris stepped out and walked inside. 
"Well our first big show tonight Caris"
Embryo seemed so excited he could burst. Caris just forced another smile, as he walked up to the other crewmembers. They all greeted eachother like usual as they started to pratice, there were four band members. Embryo who was lead guitar and singer, Caris who had his violin, Boulder on drums and Jess on base. It was a couple of odd peoples together, but Caris did not mind it that much. They stayed in the house playing until late, when their openining act finally came. It was a big crowd and Caris noticed the nerves on Embryo, he putted a hand on his shoulder with a short smile that seemed to calm him down.  They did a couple of songs and it went not even half bad, the crowd seemed to love it. Which caused most of the band to try even harder, and let go of their nerves just a bit. 

As the evning came to an end everyone started to pack and go their own ways home, but something odd happend that evning. Embryo did not follow Caris as he used to he followed Jess instead, he stood as the two walked away.
"Hey Embryo aren't you heading the wrong way?"
Caris questions was barley heard as Embryo turned to him and smiled, 
"Sorry bro I will follow Jess home today"
The words that came out of Embryo's mouth was  somehow cold, Caris feelt a bad vibe as he looked at Embryo. 
"...But we were supose to"
He barley finished the words before Embryo gave him a weird look,
"Just for tonight alright Caris there is a week after this right"
Caris was a bit stumped, even if he knew Embryo had followed her home he never thought about it like that. He just turned around not saying a word, as he walked towards the bus stop. Embryo did not even glance back he laid a arm around Jess as they walked away, Caris feelt sick to his stomage. He didn't  even relize what  had happend all this time, which caused him to feel even sicker. He had sacrificed everything, his life, his world everything to be by Embryo's side. 

The next months was like a big fog for Caris, Embryo started to engage less with Caris. He hung out with Jess constantly making excuses, Caris stopped playing with the band all together. He was feed up with all of this, he could barley eat normally after it all. He laid in bed as the rain poured down outside, the phone rang as he looked. The number was boulders as he picked up,
"Caris...Are you not coming today either? I mean its a big gig and I think all would be happy if you came"
The lies of those words made Caris chuckle a bit, but Boulder didn't deserv his hate. 
"I will be there no worries"
Caris voice was low and almost as in pain, but he knew already what was awaiting him. But for Boulders sake he would do it, it couldn't get worse then this right?. He got dressed as he headed out, he walked down to the bus stop as he sighned. The heavy rain did not seem to stop nor want to stop, he stood under shealther as he waited for the bus to come. 


As Caris arrived at the club he sat at the very back of the crowd, he had met boulder on the way in and greeted him. But the other two was not seen anywhere so Caris guessed they were backstage. Boulder said his goodbyes before the show started, and multiple bands were on the stage introducing and playing some songs. As Caris saw Embryo his heart skipped a beat, it had been a while even if it hurted to see him he still had strong feelings for him. Embryo seemed to well and all, he had a wicked smile on his face while they were playing not seem to mind anything at all. It upset Caris a bit since he had been pretty much broken without Embryo, while Embryo seemed more or less better off without him. It was a weird contrast to how things used to be, it made Caris feel icing cold. As the band ended and the contest too, Caris was about to leave when Embryo grabbed the mic. Caris stopped in his tracks as he heard his voice,
"Hey Before you all leave I want you to witness something"
He held up what looked like a ring as he turned to Jess who was completly stumped, Caris feelt a icy cold feeling as he saw the ring. It was enough, he couldn't watch more of this. He hurried out of the door, and ran down the street faster then he ever ran before. He was done with this world, he was done with all of it. His anger turned to his feet getting heavier as he walked, the people on the street seemed to just melt away as he walked. He did not hear voices, he didn't even notice when he walked into peoples. All just was quiet and cold, before he knew it he had walked home even if it took hours or god knows how long but he made it home. 

He closed the door behind him as he sank down, his face in his hands as tears started to fall. His whole body shake, regret, anger and sadness washed over him as he screamed. Ice started to form around him, it didn't take long before the floors, walls and all inbetween got covered in ice, the room became freezing as he looked around. He didn't realize he caused all that, he thought he had lost all his powers in his death. But it didn't matter, all was for nothing now. As he remebered the ring memories of the Embryo he knew and lost washed over him, tears started to roll down again. He screamed out once more in pain and sadness, as he heard a loud roar outside. He knew what that loud roar was, but had no energy nor did he care what it would cause. A large Ice monster had formed from Caris emotions, as he just sat there and letted the hatred grow.  In all this caos he suddenly heard a familiar voice, for just a moment he took over the monster outside and took a look.
"... Did I do this to you Caris"
Embryo stood there a bit frozen in his stands as he had a sad look on his face, Caris stared with hatred in his eyes as the monster growled. 
"...Im sorry Caris I really didn't mean for it to become like this"
His voice sounded serious but Caris was too far out to even listen, he swung against Embryo as it almost hit him. 
"Caris you need to stop just calm down let me explain"
Embryo started to spit words as he panicked a bit, Caris did nothing wit it to do.
"Just go away Embryo you done enough!"
The monster replied in a deep voice, but behind that deep voice was Caris own words. 
"Please Caris let me just explain"
Caris swung again hitting Embryo in the side, he flew back a bit as he made a horrible scream as he did so. 
"I warned you just...Leave me alone"
As Caris talked through the giant ice monster the ground froze more, dark clouds started to form as heavy snow started to fall. Peoples in town were stunned as the warm day all of a sudden turned to white snow, Embryo looked at the monster standing up trying not to fall as he walked over.
"Caris...I know I have not been myself latley and Im sorry but....I wish you knew why I have not been myself"
He walked up as he had a smile on his lips, this puzzeled Caris a bit as he just stared. 
"First I thought I was crazy...I had these weird emotions for you and I had no way of explaining them"
Embryo's voice sounded truthfull and oddly kind, it was weird after all these months hearing him sound like that.
"Then Jess and I talked about it over and over again but I still couldn't explain them"
His steps got closer to the monster as he smiled,
"Then I started to have odd dreams of us dying and fading away"
He silently putted a hand on the Icemonster as a smile came again, 
"Then it all came back to me... that is why boulder invited you..so I could get back with you". 
Caris was a bit stumped as he just stared, he remebered him,them and all they had been. Caris feelt relif and odd calmness as the ice around the house and the town melted, Embryo walked straight into the house and opend the door to the apartment. 
Without any words Embryo hugged Caris tight as some tears came streaming down, 
"Caris...Do you love me?"
Caris just laughed a bit as he hugged Embryo tightly back as he nodded,
"I never stopped loving you..."

 

 



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