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Submitted: May 09, 2017

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IS EVP SAFE ? : Night Harassment 


May 7, 2017


  The voices have not been that strong this evening thankfully. They have been present and I can detect their presence, but they have been faint, in the background essentially. I think it fair to say that my situation has stabilized to a degree. The times when these harassing negative spirits seem to overwhelm me with their voices and cause me much anxiety is becoming few and far between. There are occasional incidents here and there. For example, there was a night earlier this week when while I was in bed half-asleep, it seemed like these negative spirits were attempting to give me “a beat down” of sorts by intensifying the physical/bodily disturbances that I so regularly experience at night.

  There are also occasions periodically when the voices will seem particularly strong. Sometimes their strength causes me some level of apprehension. But again, these incidents where things seem escalated are becoming less frequent anymore. I’m certainly not saying that my oppression situation is over, far from it. But, it has basically just stabilized into this routine where all of this is just more annoying now than anything. Things now are certainly a far cry from the terror that I was experiencing back in 2015. But, it is still a disruption in my life…no doubt about that.

May 8, 2017

6:29 am

  I got to sleep last night without too much bother. I was feeling the vibration sensation slightly, but overall things were quite mild.  Things are quite mild this morning as well. I can detect the presence of the voices, but they are extremely faint. So, as I was saying, things do appear to be stabilizing into this calmer norm. Of course, I’d rather be free from this whole situation, but I am glad in the meantime, that things have become more mild overall.

May 8, 2017

5:25 pm

  Today has been pretty average so far. The voices have been present, but still mild. “They” were acting up a bit though while I was at work today. They were causing the physical sensations a bit. It was mostly the strange vibration sensation that I so often feel. It was much weaker than what I typically experience at night, but I was still feeling it and I knew that it was them. An occurrence like this where I’m experiencing the physical disturbances while I’m at work doesn’t happen that often, but it does occasionally. In fact, I think that I’ve been noticing a deliberate effort on their part to try and cause me to feel these physical sensations more frequently, where before I would usually only experience them when I was in bed trying to sleep.

This is essentially how they have operated in my situation. In one sense, they have pretty much stuck with the same bag of tricks overall, but every now and again, they’ll add a new twist to it in an effort to catch you by surprise.

May 9, 2017

7:59 am

  Last night, I didn’t get to bed until rather late. Initially, I didn’t have too much trouble with the regular harassment. I was able to reach that half-awake/half-asleep state rather quickly. At some point, I’m not even sure what time it was, I experienced these harassing entities essentially trying to give me “a beat down” again, just like I experienced last week, only last night the harassment was more intense than it was previously. I could hear the voices surrounding me, saying things in an effort to intimidate me. I was also feeling an intense vibration sensation. This time, it was very strong and focused on the right side of my body. The intensity of this attack pulled me out of that half-awake/half-asleep state and I was fully awake at that point.

  I wonder if they sometimes wait until I get into that drowsy state just before sleep to attack, perhaps figuring that I’ll more likely be caught off guard and then begin to feel some anxiety. Well, I know that I wrote previously that my situation as far as dealing with these harassing spirit attachments goes, has become calmer if anything. But, last night goes to show that they still can and will escalate things when they want to.


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