Too Late

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: May 11, 2017

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Submitted: May 11, 2017



I don't care anymore 
I just want it to be done 
I want it to be over so I can move on with my life 
I have no idea what I'll after 
But I know I don't want to be here anymore 
Stuck still facing the same closed doors
They say insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result 
That's how I feel insane 

I'm angry and frustrated because I knew this would happen and yet I wasn't allowed to stop myself drowning 
I didn't have the energy to keep swimming but you continued to push me down 
I was barely floating and you kept shouting that I was too close to give up now 
It wasn't till my hands barely broke the surface that you thought maybe I shouldn't have kept swimming 

You pushed me and now that I haven't reached the height you aim for you tell me you're disappointed and feel like I shouldn't even try now that I've made a plan and want to fight to get out, you doubt me, you make excuses for yourself and ignore the words that you have stolen from my previous arguments, the foundations of which you know settle your doubts

I'm not blaming you but I can't help but be amused that it took you this long to hear me crying. 

To see the lack of enthusiasm to see the empty abyss where the lights in my eyes were once scattered alert and searching for the next learning opportunity to further my skill set.

I wanted a break, you refused to hear what I was saying, now it's too late, and it's me you're abandoning. 


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