Someone will.

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: May 12, 2017

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It's like iam screaming so loud but they don't hear a word, no one hears me, they make fun of me, they judge me when i talk and laugh, and when i shut my mouth close and don't speak a word they think iam creepy like a psycho or something, I'm done, i'm done with their bullshits. They talk about people and judge them forgetting thay they are worse than them, they start working and swear like they've never been broke before, start driving and swear like they've never had to walk they forgot that they can end up right back to where they started, always comlainning, always, they've never been gratefull.

The more i live with them the more iam learning, not from them, but about them, and about the mistakes they're making. Iam a silent person, but also a noticing one, my thoughts are like an ocean, but my words are just drops of water, i speak with my actions but it's so rare to find someone who understands, iam i a good person , iam i a bad person, i don't know, no one does , actually it depends , they say pain changes peaople, yes damn it does , but what if we were born with that pain , do we change, or do we live with pain for the rest of our lives.
i've always been someone who always sees the positive things in bad situation , pain is an art , pain makes peaople artists, some of them make of that art scars in their bodies , and some make of it poems, some make a book, some make a movie , and some write songs , some make expensive paintings out of it , but they always get somthing out of that pain , they don't givee up , they never do , they keep surviving even if it's killing them from the inside, even if it's eating through their skins and shattering their heart , they keep going , those are heros. everyone thinks they are perfect from the outside but once you look closer you realise that it's so damn wrong, they cry themselves to sleep, but when they wake up in the morning they put their mask on and their fake smile pretending everything is fine , while its not,nothing is , all they do is thinking of those feelings and tears they hide , afraid of  peaple noticing them , noticing that they aren't as strong as they look, as they pretend , afraid of being weak and pathetic.
we were always scared of those monsters we thought they were under our beds, but as we're growing , we're realising that those monsters are actually inside of our heads , those monsters are US, those monsters are our thoughts and our memories, they keep haunting us and causing us nightmares and all we do is pretending like nothing is bad nothing is broken nothing is sad nothing is scary, but it's our life that is bad , it's our hearts that are broken, it's our reflection that is shattered , it's us that are sad , it's our mind that is scary. and we have to do somthing about that, To stop all of this.
so stop pretending like everything is okay while it's not , stop holding that heavy weight on your shoulder alone,stop faking a smile and look where you can get a real one , look for somenone who can give it to you , keep looking there must be someone in there, Someone will be there. it's okay to be weak sometimes, it is okay to break down and cry it doesn't mean you are weak it means you've been strong for too long, share your sandness , it may confort you , it is not pathetic ,it never was, 


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