Walking with you

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Life is Life
Missing you is the easiest thing I will ever do

Submitted: May 16, 2017

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Submitted: May 16, 2017



It hurts. Everything left unsaid leaves scars all over my battered mind. I hate missing you but it's the only thing I am left to do. All I can ask is why. All I can do is know. Nobody ever wonders until it's done. Please! I want to scream! Why is "now" always another word for "too late"? Why does your absence feel like a wound that had festered with infection? It's getting into my system and it's toxic in my brain. I want to be around you, sometimes I don't care how I get there. I'm so sorry, I've made my pain public, but I cant hold in the memory of you, it's become to heavy to hold. The pills have stopped working. I'm painfully sober and locked in the same room as what could've been. I hope your happy! I swear to god I hope you are! Because I am! I'm so fucking happy to be dying so slow. I only ask that you let me go. I cant shake the weight, but I am not sure if I want it to be lifted from my shoulders. Please forgive the insanity, I've lived in the same mind for a thousand years too many. Come back to me. Come back to me!

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