Prevented From Happening

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
taken from my book, "Must You Find Out?"

Submitted: May 25, 2017

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Prevented From Happening

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Just another death

That's all that life has in store for me

Nothing at thee end of the rainbow

No pot of gold

No love

I can't reach my goal of finding her

And I know she won't find me

God would not make me wait this long

__if He ever meant to give me some one

Just when I thought I found some one

She turns out to be too far

And not really available, at all

I have to move on

I just haven't found any one to replace Kelly

Thee only one on this site I could reach

Thee only on in close enough distance

She just won't speak to me

How fucked up is that?

And now I have to face the music

Psychward70 wouldn't speak to me either

Not like me and Ify do

And if she ever does

It'll never be more than that

God I feel like crap!

All this talk about meeting, and finding some one

Would be harder to find than a life-time supply of crack

As if I would ever go back to that

I like thee idea of dying before my income runs out

I just wanna go out with a "bang!"

I want my heart attack to feel like a crack high

But I don't wanna smoke crack again just to die

I'd rather find some one

__who I could fuck to my death

And go out with an orgasm!

That would be nice

'Course that's just askin' for too much

Some demands are something

__that no God of my understanding would meet

I can't be granted the perfect death

I probably don't deserve that even

As I blow my head up into a cloud in space

I seem to be going all to waste

Won't the stars above ever align in my favor?

Not if the world of ev'rybody else can prevent that

And of course they already have

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05-25-'17 #1

D. L. Cannon


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