Starless Night

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Page One

Submitted: May 31, 2017

I guess this is the beginning of rainstorm. And as days pass by, these emotions keep raging on. Anxiety attacks more evenly. Sadness ke... Read Chapter

Dream

Submitted: May 31, 2017

What if You’ve met a lot of good people. Say, you’ve met a lot of good friends who are true and would never leave you. ... Read Chapter

Remember When

Submitted: May 31, 2017

Remember when we used to be like this, and that? Remember when we used to talk to each other endlessly? Remember when we laugh an... Read Chapter

Sleepless Nights

Submitted: May 31, 2017

Here I am again tonight, Asking when I will see light. Just tired of those days of fight, Guess, another sleepless night. Buri... Read Chapter

Known By Every One and No One

Submitted: May 31, 2017

Title from Blank Space's liner note. Read Chapter

Changes

Submitted: May 31, 2017

Before the school year ended, my bestfriend was a little worried because changes might happen between our group. That time, I was confi... Read Chapter

Worthless

Submitted: May 31, 2017

When you feel Rejected. Like you’re no one’s priority. All alone. Nothing. Like no one cares for you, No one ever loves y... Read Chapter

Remain Silent

Submitted: May 31, 2017

There are times when you just wanna burst, punch the wall and break what’s in front of you. But all you can do is to remain silent. ... Read Chapter

Don't Ask Me Why

Submitted: May 31, 2017

I remember just like how we used to be back then, I tell stories to you, not to notebook using pen. How I was  telling even the ... Read Chapter

You Never Did

Submitted: May 31, 2017

One time, you got mad at me, I pleaded and said “I’m sorry.” Once, I got mad at you, You said nothing, and it’s blue. ... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: May 31, 2017

I was ready to forgive. I thought you’ve changed. But you’re just another piece of player who wants to fool around. ... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: May 31, 2017

When I say something, it’s true. Stop telling me that it’s not. If I say it’s not about it, It’s really not about it. Sto... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: May 31, 2017

Choosing between people is just pathetic. You might hurt the other one. I know the feeling when you’re not chosen and it’s so disap... Read Chapter

Sorry

Submitted: May 31, 2017

I didn’t get the chance to say Everything I have to say that day. ‘Til now, I don’t even know the way And how I can pay For... Read Chapter

I Wish I Could

Submitted: May 31, 2017

I wish I could be the cold one. The bad one. The one who doesn’t say sorry. The one who thinks her pride first. The one who doe... Read Chapter

T.S.

Submitted: June 01, 2017

I never met her, nor seen her personally. But she’s taught me how to be fearless and happy. Not to be afraid of expressing my feelings,... Read Chapter

Best Friend

Submitted: June 01, 2017

Among thousands, millions of people, There’s one person out there who you’ll call When something good or bad happened to you, And kno... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 01, 2017

Back then, I thought that crying wasn’t bad. It makes me feel better after wasting a drum of tears. But now, I think I’m big and matu... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 01, 2017

It’s hard when you think that people are just fooling you. It’s hard when nobody else feels the same way you do. It’s hard to belie... Read Chapter

Shadow

Submitted: June 03, 2017

A shadow copies who it is following, It follows and always cling. But vanishes when the day comes like a beast, As if it doesn’t ... Read Chapter

Hold On

Submitted: June 03, 2017

Hold on, hold my hand. I’d just step on a new land. I’d be gone for a moment, But this isn’t a “goodbye” yet. Nothin... Read Chapter

Would You?

Submitted: June 03, 2017

If I’d say I’m dying, Would you care? If I’d say being at the last is tiring, Would you be fair? If I’d say I’m leaving... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 03, 2017

And we’re back to that same old shitty “no one will approach first and no one will tell their problems or anything” way. ... Read Chapter

Illusions

Submitted: June 03, 2017

You couldn’t accept the truth, So you’re living in your illusion. You thought it was so happy To imagine people and things th... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 03, 2017

You left without saying anything. You came back without explaining why. To show me that I’m just nothing to you. I let go. I ai... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 03, 2017

The next time I’ll fall in love, I’ll make sure that he’ll be the one who cares for me and really loves me. But I’m not ready t... Read Chapter

Losing Grip

Submitted: June 03, 2017

She’s not a stress giver, She’s the one who’s stressed. Other people’s problems’ analyzer, But she, herself is depressed.... Read Chapter

Madness

Submitted: June 03, 2017

Based on what Fairy Tail's Erza once said. Read Chapter

Forget

Submitted: June 01, 2017

There are memories from my past, So many things that didn’t last. I want those memories to be dead, I wish they never existed. ... Read Chapter

Never Come Back

Submitted: June 03, 2017

I was already happy until you came again, And brought those feelings that I thought were long-forgotten. I’ve moved on but you brou... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 03, 2017

I wish I could go back in time, And change everything that I've done. If I'd only have a chance, I wouldn't seek for vengeance. H... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 03, 2017

I can't say "be happy" and post some happy thoughts when I, myself is wounded. ... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 03, 2017

I know that no matter what happens, you're still there. Thank you for everything, my bestfriend. ... Read Chapter

Strangers

Submitted: June 03, 2017

We met as strangers Who definitely hate each other. Can’t agree with some matters, That’s what we were. Then we talked and... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 03, 2017

I'd always thought of myself As someone fckn important to you. Am I? I bet there are other people You treat as important ones. ... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 04, 2017

If things change, I want you to know That nothing will ever change between us. If time flies And if you still need me by that t... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 04, 2017

If I only bring you pain, then, I have no right to stand by your side. ... Read Chapter

Promise

Submitted: June 04, 2017

You turned your back for a moment, But I will never find another. No, there’s no such replacement for you. I know you’ll come b... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 04, 2017

I accept who you are. But I'm just tired. Because every time you change, You're ignoring me. You're always like that. And it hu... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 04, 2017

I used to know everything about you, Now I'm clueless about you. ... Read Chapter

Bond

Submitted: June 05, 2017

I don’t know what it feels like To be a part of a band. To ride with them in a bike, And make a house out of sand. Be with d... Read Chapter

Let You Go

Submitted: June 05, 2017

I met you five years ago, You’re the only one who made me feel like I was important. You’re that type of a guy Who always t... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 05, 2017

A person who's known by everyone, Nice to everyone but only me knows What the real "him" is And only me talks to him that way. I ... Read Chapter

Goodbye

Submitted: June 05, 2017

You mean a lot to me, Accepting me even though you see The meanest/reckless side of me. You're always there, And we swear To ho... Read Chapter

Reckless Words

Submitted: June 05, 2017

Without thinking, we say reckless words, Hurtful terms that are beyond the border. And those are like swords, They can push people aw... Read Chapter

Left by Time

Submitted: June 05, 2017

Aquavit already has her own, A person who she talks to on the phone. The one who talks to her in a sincere tone, Which causes her m... Read Chapter

That's When

Submitted: June 05, 2017

Those emails I used to receive, The letters you used to give. The things you said to me, The secrets we kept together. The sweete... Read Chapter

Alone

Submitted: June 05, 2017

Here I am again, Am holding my pen. Joylessly writing, Silently crying. Alone in the dark, And stuck in this arc. Wondering s... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 05, 2017

Funny, sad, dramatic, or whatsoever, We've shared every single thing. You're not showing that much care, But I know the emotions yo... Read Chapter

She's Just a Girl

Submitted: June 05, 2017

She left. She joined another group. But she doesn't have permanent friends. She always wants to be prioritized. She's a cold-hear... Read Chapter

B E S

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Back then, I was the one who you wanted to talk to everyday. If something happened, whether a small thing or not, I was the first per... Read Chapter

You

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Sometimes, you're really annoying, You're not even listening. Making the same damn things again, Acting like eleven. But you're a... Read Chapter

Choices

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Most of the time, We call people "unfair" Because they don't give back The treatment we give to them. But we can't force them, ... Read Chapter

Stay

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Don't leave please, I don't care if you always sneeze. Let's share some more teas, I don't mind if you want to tease. Just be wit... Read Chapter

Lose Myself

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Ever since people left, I'm always sad. I feel like no one stays with me. I feel alone. I feel like I'm no one's exception. I e... Read Chapter

You're Not The One That I Once Knew

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Whenever you're like that, I feel sad. When I talk to you, I feel lonely. Because I remember The things you once said. That y... Read Chapter

Hoping

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Every night, I'm in deep thoughts. I write those thoughts down. Every night, I'm hoping. That that would be the last. The last sa... Read Chapter

Fake

Submitted: June 06, 2017

It's been so long, Since I played a happy song. Outside, I look tough. But all I give is a fake laugh. It's been a while, Since... Read Chapter

What Am I To You?

Submitted: June 06, 2017

We know each other very well. Both there when one fell. You mean a lot, Together, we sat. But it's your bio where His and yo... Read Chapter

Hardened Heart

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Pain made me sick. Now I can't feel anything. I always try to go back, But I always end up Making the same shits again. I just ... Read Chapter

Eremophobia

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I fear growing up, With no one who'd pick me up. Who'd give me that tea cup, And smile, saying "sup?" I fear growing up alone,... Read Chapter

Basically Ordinary

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Everyone's friend, No one's best friend. Everyone's enemy, No one's priority. Always tries to be the best, But not on top of ... Read Chapter

Forgotten

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Those daydreams and little things we did, We're together even when our hearts bleed. Those promises we made a few years ago, I wond... Read Chapter

They Know Nothing

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I know almost everything about you, Even though people talk about you and what's new, As if they know you as well as I do. But I ne... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I wish that this will be the beginning of something different. ... Read Chapter

Wake Up

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I'm still waiting for the day when you're gonna talk to me the way you did that day. And on that day, I'm gonna feel that the bond betw... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 06, 2017

And then we met again, You're with those men. Our eyes met, I was surprised, a "hi" was what I did get. I felt happy, Because... Read Chapter

Part of You

Submitted: June 06, 2017

What is this feeling? My heart's aching. When I see you with another person, It makes me wanna cry every dawn. What is this th... Read Chapter

Wounds

Submitted: June 06, 2017

It's hard to walk across the path When you have deep, bleeding wounds. But you continue walking And you try hard to cross the stree... Read Chapter

Different

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Everything's different, I'm not with them. I thought it would be okay, To meet new people. But they're still different. Because... Read Chapter

For You It's So Easy

Submitted: June 06, 2017

You mean everything to me, I meant everything to you. You're important to me, I was important to you. You say, "Deal with it. Eve... Read Chapter

Not What You Think

Submitted: June 06, 2017

You always let me down, To you, I'm just a clown. A clown you make fun of, That you can always throw off. You say I'm nothing,... Read Chapter

Imprisoned

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I want to run, Out of this room and have fun. I want to get out, Swim away from this drought. ... Read Chapter

I'll Come Back For You

Submitted: June 06, 2017

The worst part of all is reminiscing, Those unforgettable memories and the songs we used to sing. Remembering just makes me sad. Do... Read Chapter

Plastic

Submitted: June 06, 2017

You got that mesmerizing eyes, That smile which causes these stomach butterflies. That messed up hair which could kill, Are you eve... Read Chapter

Memory

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I accidentally saw an old picture As I scroll down through my gallery. One thing for sure, It's a wonderful memory. I suddenly... Read Chapter

Rage

Submitted: June 06, 2017

The pain you brought to me, Those promises you broke. You said you're not fooling me, really? No. All of those were just a part of ... Read Chapter

I Miss You

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I miss you. I don't forget you. I wish we could be like that again. Telling stories about us And everything that surrounds us. ... Read Chapter

Empty

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I feel empty. I just want to disappear. Could that happen? I wanna be gone for life. I think of death a lot. I don't feel anyth... Read Chapter

STFU

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I don't wanna force myself to be with you. If you don't want me, then, just say it. So I won't be a stupid, Foolishly making myself... Read Chapter

Fck Changes

Submitted: June 06, 2017

The first time I knew that we'd meet again, I thought everything would be alright. But you met another ten, Now seems like we don't... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 06, 2017

We're completely different. I never thought that we'd be close. I never imagined that I'd need you And that you'd be there. Then ... Read Chapter

:)

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I thought you've changed, And we're not the old us anymore. But no, Because even everything has changed In anything that surround... Read Chapter

Ain't Ready To Grow Up Yet

Submitted: June 06, 2017

We're all growing up. Everything's changing. I want everything to stay the same As what it's like back then. I want to be with ev... Read Chapter

Be Her

Submitted: June 06, 2017

You and me, We're on the same ground. The only difference is in me, I don't make any sound. You can cry, you can laugh In front... Read Chapter

Hidden

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Feelings, emotions. Thoughts and frustrations. Confusion, jealousy. Sadness or when I'm wounded, deeply. Rage and pain, ... Read Chapter

You Changed Me, Yet You Hurt Me

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Do you still remember what I was like back then? If you don't, then, I do. I was always visited by my fears. My fear that I might j... Read Chapter

Wishing To Be Appreciated

Submitted: June 06, 2017

She's helped a lot of people. She's there for everyone. She's kind to all. Seeing people she helped happy makes her happy. And ye... Read Chapter

Wtf World

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I don't get this world's cruelty, Full of envy and dishonesty. People knock off others' feet, So many unfair people who don't... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I'm drowning.   Someone, please.   Please. Please.. Please.. Save me. Please.. Take me away from all of ... Read Chapter

Well, Good Luck

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Are you happy now? Are you happy now with our broken vow? Are you happy now with others? Others who you think first. Are you happ... Read Chapter

Break

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I want to rest Where people can't find me. I don't wanna hear anything. I just want to be unconscious on everything that surround... Read Chapter

Untitled

Submitted: June 06, 2017

You finally said it, You said we can't keep this up. And I guess, I need to let go too. Though I can't, Though it hurts me ... Read Chapter

Come Back

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I know you for so long, I even wrote you a song. You know what the real "me" is, I really can't believe this. That there would... Read Chapter

Sick and Tired

Submitted: June 06, 2017

After all of what you've done, I don't know if I could still talk to you. You treated me as a trash, A trash you just threw off. ... Read Chapter

Done

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Remember when I pleaded? When I swallowed my pride? When I accepted those hurtful words you said, Just for you to stay by my side? ... Read Chapter

Wasted

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Hey there, it's been so long. So long since we talked Like sisters who couldn't be separated. I was so thankful To have someone w... Read Chapter

Dear Louella

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Hi. I don't know where this poem's going to, Or what this is all about. But I want to say it all here. 'Cause I'm afraid to say thi... Read Chapter

Love That's Gone

Submitted: June 06, 2017

I still remember the words you once said   When I texted you as I lay on my bed. "No. We're not gonna separate." ... Read Chapter

It's Over

Submitted: June 06, 2017

Last Page

Submitted: June 06, 2017

This is the end of rainstorm. I could be finally okay. I'll be stronger than before. I learned to accept the fact that no one stays and... Read Chapter