the feeling of not knowing

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that feeling of not knowing if he is alive or dead .that gut feeling that he is dead

Submitted: May 31, 2017

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Submitted: May 31, 2017



how did we end up here? where did i go wrong how did our love just die? i keep replaying the same thing in my head like how can you love someone then the next day not feel that way anymore. Don't get me wrong i love this man with all my heart but some days i just dont no. Each day passes by i just feel like our love is slowly dying . i keep asking myself why did he just leave me no text, no call, no nothing , what if something has happen to him i wouldnt be able to live with myself. The way im feeling right now is unspeakble  i love him so much and i just wish we didnt get into that fight maybe he would still be here its like my body is trembling inside like its this huge flame burning at my chest. I miss those brown eyes, the way he would hold me at night not knowing if hes ok is killing me i just wish he would come home so that i know hes ok. I lay here in this bed not knowing if hes gonna come through that door . i feel like hes dead something has had to happen to him this isnt like him he would have came home by now he doesnt do things like this. im lying here on the bathroom crying my eyes, as i hear footsteps at my door i look up and its andrew covered in blood he gasping for air in that moment i realize he has been stabbed i call the ambulance they rush him to the hospital next thing i no the doctor tells me hes dead. i dont no how to feel right now, loving someone so much like i love him and to be told you will never see him again its tragic.

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