Unexpected Life

Unexpected Life

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Submitted: June 04, 2017

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Its strange how love could fade in a simple way. Moments after any decision taken everything stopped even the least care the lovely smile and the love that we used to say. We used to say we love in our imagination but for reality love was words and for words its didn't count when we got back to where everything was real. We got back to actions were actions was hard to reveal. I didn't ask for action i didn't ask to do. I only asked to someone who could feel how much im doomed. I said i didnt want to go over these things again i was tired i was hurt i was burned in hell of broken heart. They said ur safe with me. Yes i believed yes i opened my heart and yes i loved again. I used to say i regained my health i regained my strength i regained me, but no one understood what that means. I gave my heart again probably because my heart wokeup and said i want to love /feel again. It wasnt a regret it wasn't a foolish act it was a broken heart that didnt want be neglect. I said this is me and this how i feel everyone said ur giving up and u should continue ur dreams. When my dream started to dig a hall to hell of feelings i hated the most ,  i wanted a hand to reach to lift me up. I was left alone and alone. Its that true when we love, we love but we should proove our love or it will always be words written on ice. Ice that will turn to water and will take everything with it. What if we said 100 times we love and what if we didn't proove it once. When we should do our best to keep our love alive and our best become our greatest fear. I trusted love i trusted words but evantually what i trusted was only words and  words never counts, it passed away in the precense of reality. Reality is hard for those who dont know what love is all about. Its not just a feeling its not  the heart , it not holding hands its inbetween everything we both need. If someone cant proove his love and fight for it then love isn't supposed to be. Despite what happened despite what decisions was taken a words that could make a difference just took a new place. We shouldn't continue we shouldn't talk what a words and what a feeling should someone face. It was that easy to say. Words came out as if nothing relates us , no feeling , no love, as if it was everything and nothing at all. Its somehow felt like an illusion and then pumped back to reality yes the words were right everything broken. I've heard it before i'll be with u i'll save ur back, i'll be with u till we are dead . Its the irony of words that people doesn't count they think its easy to talk but its always hard to do . What a shame when u believe and what u believed in is the first who let you go. It didn't took time it didn't needed time all the odds was against my will. No one cared of what would happen to me after that, what cared the most is what they considered is true. I've needed someone to understand and to fight for me but at the end words can't fight a simple act a simple action  does. I didnt felt i was that important didnt feel that i worth. I used to hear that life won't go on without me , now i noticed that life can't continue with me. I used to hear that i deserve the best yet i've searched for the best but the best didn't deserve me. I gave everything i didnt take anything. I just took pain to suffer , suffer again and again for what i did to my self and my inner soul. Yes maybe its my fault i believed but should i believe twice.... i used to be the priority now im the last with the majority. Im not that special im not the one im not what i used to hear, your my love your my heart and i'm blessed to have u in my life. I've been told "Give me ur heart and i'll take care of it" i beleived again , i believed that someone is going to take care of it, but in the first real thing we faced it was thrown away. No one asked no one cared its just life they said.You should know that this is life and u should go with the flow. It's that easy to some to forget everything and it's that hard to some to hold their bleeding heart. Maybe a time will come and those who said all these words, will regret , they might regret what they lost, they might regret a love that came so close from a heart that was willing to give all what it have  , maybe they will regret that they didn't fight, might regret that they surrendered. But after thinking no one will regret for something they didn't hold on, they didn't sacrifice not at all. After all i gave my heart and their was no one to hold it tight. Maybe it's my destiny to live with an empty soul , a broken heart and nights remembering that i wasn't right. I tried to convince my self that everything was true everything will go through, but as a fact i felt down and didn't find anyone to tell me im here let me go with you. Words words and words filled with pain but what to do nothing will change nothing will come again. What done is done now i should live as i've always hated the most full of disapointment feelingless and cold , no heart to feel /no life to give. Its a walking dead with a smile that covers the pain in the eye.


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