Down with the Darkness

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Life is Life
I have no words for the things better left unsaid

Submitted: June 07, 2017

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Submitted: June 07, 2017



If I told you I needed you, screaming your name to the empty night air, till I go hoarse, would you answer?

Would you be there?
 How silly of me to ask such a thing. To have such high hopes, for such stupid daydreams.
I'd laugh out loud, if I wasn't already in tears. 
Days go by.. They feel like years.
Your gone. Forever, but somehow...,

"Your all I have left." 

 Does it seem reasonable? Does it even make sense?

Maybe in the mind, of a fellow lunatic.  Maybe I'd feel better, if I wasn't so sick of it!
People refuse to speak of you! Like its fucking tabooed! 
Nobody utters your name. It's like, the number one rule of this new game.
Everyone plays it, the goal of the game, is to never ever think of the one who is to blame.
I'm not ashamed.  

I'm not ashamed!

I hate you, yes, but as far as that goes, your the only one. 
The only one that knows.
I'm tired of playing games with this demon. 
Nothing is real, somebody tell me I'mdreamin'!!
Once I awake, will I find you again? 
Never will I ever become so lucky. I'm just damned, and that's the ironic end.

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