No Going Back IN LOVE

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic
Sometimes the right thing to do is not taking the risk (maybe you are happier now)

Submitted: June 08, 2017

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Submitted: June 08, 2017



I don't know where is my life going at this point, it feels like the end. Memories never stopped. Good memories don't make me smile. I didn't get into a serious relation in my life, until that day, but life just smiled for couple weeks, there is no going back in love. 
swimming is nice, but some people couldn't swim and they live with it because trying could kill them. I think love is the same if you are not ready to be hurt don't go unless you want to live with memories and get decades of insomnia. 
I don't feel anything, can't remember when was the last time I was having a good time. Can't blame any one, it was my choice to end a life time of not trying. They say what doesn't kill you make you stronger, well may be not for me, or may be I'm not alive anymore. When you get into a relation don't expect to survive after it ends, nothing will be the same as it was before. It is even harder when you miss someone who doesn't exist anymore, they are alive but not the same person as I loved, they have been that person for couple weeks, or 40 days to be decent. 
I'm back now to the same bubble that I used to live in, but this time with a deep mark, and with eyes that never sleeps, a mind that never stops thinking, heart still living in the past, and a mouth that only fakes smiles.

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