Not dead

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
emotions sometimes hit you hard, but remember... you are not dead.

Submitted: June 09, 2017

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Submitted: June 09, 2017




i'm waking up again
but i'm not alive
neither am i dead

i make myself look good only for the internet
other times i smell as bad as a cigarette
my favorite things has all lost the interest
my fingers will fidget when i struggle with trust

i don't know what's my priority
i got problems with authority
i'm tired waiting to get better
i hate it, just writing this letter

opening up seems almost impossible
leaving the house has been disabled
i feel alone and i've been horrible friend
i used to contact them, now i don't wanna attend

i'm trying to get fixed, sick of saying i'm not
i'm fed up asking how to get motivation
and i get surprised what i've lost
i don't feel like giving explanation

i wanna prevent the most hurt
but i have to put on my mask first
i can't predict my way of tomorrow
promises will always bring sorrow

i honestly think i can help change the earth
i have days when i feel like king of the world
i feel like i can still get better
i feel like i can create and sadness will be far from it

i don't ever wanna stop, i keep aiming to
i'm capable of being emotionally stable
i can't wait for the day i'm finally free
this will be the best version of me

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