Reality-based ( suicidal)

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My personal experience; how life treat us.

Reality-based ( Suicidal)

The great movies that we watch on television have great director and writers that challenge and go beyond their imaginations.

 My imagination takes me places I can not go in reality, and it helps me with my personal development. It allows me to think about things, and to find out more about myself.


Hi. I'm Stacy-Ann. And I am 25 years old. My best characteristic is that I’m a very quiet, but an understanding person. I’ve been through a lot in my 25 years of living on this earth, so it's easier for me to understand someone else's situation. I am also the type of person who is positive about every aspect of life. There are many things that I like to see, and experience. Moreover, I like to communicate with people and get to know new interesting individuals. Now Not everyone will understand my journey in life, but what we don't understand we fear, and some people might even create their own version of what I'm about to write, but it really doesn't matter, because I am just writing MY thoughts, feelings, and parts of my life. It may be interesting to others and then... it may not. But, that is what makes people so interesting...

Thoughts of dying, but not suicidal.

 When I die I would like to be buried in a beautiful black dress, high heels, french pedicure and manicure with designs. And red rose in my hand. No one should attend my funeral except for my biological family. Those that pretend to like me and those that hate me for being myself will have a lot to talk about among themselves when I'm gone. Now I'm sure some of us have thought of dying because it's part of life, and some of us have a fear of death. I'm not suicidal and I don't want to take my own life, but I just wanna sleep forever in the arms of God, and see the beautiful stars that exist in his eyes, and my guidance angels that whispers “ don't give up, you warrior”. Ah, I may not be where I want to be in life, but I have nothing to regret and I thank God for where I am. Family is everything to me, and I'm lucky to have mom and dad even though we are so far away from each other, I know that no matter what, I can always turn to them for support and strength. And to my beautiful daughter, Ivy. She may be stubborn, destructive and a cry baby, but being your mommy is one of God's greatest gift to me. And I wouldn't trade it for the world! My precious long-lost love, thank you so much for giving me true happiness every blessing day. Life hasn't always been easy for us, but you always remind me of my bravery, strength, and capabilities as a mother and person. Oh, My dear, Ivy. Your happiness is the most important thing to me, but know that we won't always be happy because things won't always be the same. But you sure can always count on me wherever you are in trouble, for I will always be there for you no matter what.

Quote by me:

My messages are universal because they speak for themselves, and my vulnerabilities are my courage, something we all can relate to because people think and feel like this on a daily basis.”

Submitted: June 09, 2017

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Paul Poe

Thank you for sharing this. I appreciate you sharing your honest feelings.

Mon, June 19th, 2017 12:45am


Thanks for the lovely comment,Paul. I want to use my experiences to inspire others. And that there's always sun after the rain. P.S. Stay blessed and keep on being you :)

Tue, June 20th, 2017 6:36am


I envy your ability to vividly articulate your imaginations, and then you harmonized it with the cold hard facts of reality.. That truly is a gift, I'm also glad you're using this gift to bring awareness to real issues that honestly doesn't receive enough attention. For some reason I feel like I understand you and your intend thru your writing its weird, your experiences, expressions amd feelings.. That courage and self assuredness displayed as being open, honest and vulnerable.. Those are evidences of your maturity, please keep this up.. U never know who's listening. And thanks for another great read.

Thu, June 29th, 2017 10:17am


I thank you from the bottom of my heart for this comment and encouragement. God bless you!

Fri, June 30th, 2017 6:19am

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