So Close

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Suicide is Real and closer than you think

Submitted: June 16, 2017

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Submitted: June 16, 2017



I thought about doing it today. I mean its nothing abnormal I think about doing it every other day. But I really thought about it today, I sat on the edge of the bed with the cool steel burning my hand, my fingers admired every curve and dip that called out to me. I pressed the barrel of that beautiful 9mm gun to my dom then down at the center of my chest before it finally rested directly on my heart, yeah let's start there. End the pain were it all started, I considered this today as the trigger spoke sweet nothings to me that I couldn't resist, I was so close. I wanted so badly to pull the trigger. To just squeeze and be done with it already. As I stand before you today you have no idea how close, I was to afraid but I was so close.

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