How It All Started...

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How my life started and how its going so far... Come into this with a clear mind and no hate please, its not my best work.

Submitted: June 18, 2017

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??Growing up I felt all alone. Even though I had a father, but he was never home. Mother sat alone, drinking, in a fantasy. Caught in a daze, looking at me using profanity. So by the time I was five, I just wanted to die. By the time I was nine, dealing with suicide. I was known as a "shy girl", "never gonna get by girl". So lost. So broken in my own world. Didn't see what was in front of me. Caught with the darkess everytime I'm home. Crying alone. Don't even want to look at my phone cuz' I would be reminded of my life. Calling to Christ, to hold my life. NEVER CHOOSE FLIGHT! I ran and hoped I could fight. But just tonight, I notoiced, I'll be a goner if I don't learn to hold and honor my life. Just hold on tight. I'm told that everynight. Try to sleep nice, but I lost my fight. Gotta crawl back out, before my tears on drought. Gotta focus, gotta lock it in. But it's so hard to be put aside, even though your history holds suicide.


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