Confusion: Yin

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
A short, fake, slightly cheesy journal entry from a fictional girl describing the confusion of love and the feelings of it.

Submitted: June 20, 2017

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Submitted: June 20, 2017



Why is it so hard to explain? I asked myself. I was lying on my bed on a Saturday afternoon, my...companion's favorite time to shop. But that's just it! Can I call him companion? Roommate? Friend? Teacher? Or...lover? All at once, I suppose. I thought, then added with a mutter, Maybe not the last one. With a sigh, I rolled over and checked the time. 2:15. He'd only left an hour ago. This time when he shopped was the only time I could ponder my feelings without being questioned. To find the solution to my jumbled thoughts, I thought back to the first time we met. He saved me...from an enemy I couldn't vanquish. I was in awe at his power and quickly asked to devote my life to being his disciple - learning under him, defending him, working with him, experiencing with him. He accepted, but took it so lightly. All of his power had left him nearly emotionless and quickly bored - almost my opposite. Maybe there isn't hope for me, but supposedly opposites attract. I do love him. I realize. But if I told him, would he laugh at me? Take it as a joke? Be confused? I feel hopeless and flop back down on my bed. I'm so confused. I think. But maybe inside, he's confused too.


A Confused, Confidential 19-Year-Old Girl

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