Un-answered

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
Just a lil poem

Submitted: June 24, 2017

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 I don't know how we manage to subsidize your emotions.(to have no guilt.) When it comes to doing something that you may hurt yourself or someone else in the long run-- There's this otherside that makes you feel like you're so deep into your own thoughts ???? but sometimes, You'll be completely fine. But there's always that feeling you have that you can't even describe. You're surprised you haven't taken the time yet to end your life. Sometimes you might feel like hurting yourself ; Not in the sense that you feel like you need help - But to feel the pain that you lost. You miss it so much, you start to miss your feelings. You get so numb. You never really seem to care about anything. You put such negative thoughts in your head that all you want to do is lay in bed. You're not suicidal. You're never really too sure about anything in life anymore. It's all a blur... it's all Sex , Drugs (no rock and roll) and bad decisions. You never know what your limits REALLY are... So, the time to express yourself has come. It's too deep , too real to be real. (It's a figure of speech) Don't expect too much from people at the end of the day. You keep it to yourself and dont want anyone to know. You feel like you've been mistreated , used and betrayed and now you're all on your own. You loose your ability to trust which caused you to never open up. So now you're back to square 1. No where to turn , nowhere to run. You're left alone in your own lonely world inside your head slowly loosing your mind. You're an emotional wreck. You put on that smile of yours everyday that everyone loves and just blend in. You'd never really realize the amount of pain you're in , until you really had the time to absorb your deepest thoughts. 

 

 


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