hate

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic
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Submitted: July 01, 2017

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I hate,

that much I do.

I hate myself,

I hate you.

I hate the state of the world,

and I hate you.

I hate those that don't smile,

I hate those that do.

I hate people who stare too long,

I hate you.

I hate waking up to different colored eyes.

I don't recognize this figure,

you smell different.

I hate you.

I hate sex.

I hate sharing.

I hate caring.

I hate trying,

crying.

I hate you.

I hate school, 

I hate work,

I hate myself.

I hate the sound of the rain.

I hate when the weather is perfect.

I hate when she says sorry,

I hate when I do too.

I definitely hate you.

I hate when people don't say thank you.

I hate money.

I hate hobbies.

I hate foreigners.

I hate locals.

I hate trying too hard,

and I hate loving too easy.

I hate my friends.

I hate my family.

I hate myself.

I definitely hate myself,

but I definitely hate you.

I hate those that die.

I hate those that live.

I hate the creator, and all they created.

Especially you.

I hate music.

I hate pandering.

I hate expression.

I hate ugly people,

and most definitely the beautiful.

I hate nice clothes,

and I also hate you.

I hate traveling, and new places.

I hate people, and new faces.

Especially you.

I hate myself, that I do,

I hate god,

I hate you.

I hate authority.

I hate the middle class.

I hate that no one can hear me.

I hate that no one cares.

I hate that I don't either.

I hate that I love.

I hate that I love you.

I hate you.

 

I hate that I can't get you out of my head..

Please stay..

Don't go..

I hate you.

I hate myself.

 

But above all,

more than anything else,

I hate that I can't hate.

 

No matter how painful it is,

I can't hate.

 

No matter how shitty it all is,

I can't hate.

 

No matter how beaten, and broken I am,

I can't hate.

 

No matter how much I fucking want to hate,

I can't.

and I won't.

 

Because I definitely love myself.

 

And I definitely love you.


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