what faking feelings is like

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what do you think faking your feelings is like? this is a story about it.

Submitted: July 14, 2017

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Have you ever had to fake your feelings? This story happened to me in real life, It's very personal to me because I witnessed it, I felt it. Everything starts in a regular home at a regular computer on a regular summer vacation day. Playing some games like Roblox and Smite you know nothing much about whats to come but whether it's stupid or smart or both you still are going to have to deal with it. You are playing the game Smite with your friends Mack and Christy. Christy believes that he is an amazing person able to play the game so well that no matter what game you play or what you do on the game you will be beat, by him. But of course you don't agree with that because you believe that you are good at this game, I mean your scores in your previous matches in this game seemed good, like you had a positive KDR and all but does it really matter? No, It doesn't. Well at least not to him because to him he feels as if you suck you are bad and he tries to put you down acting like it's all friendly but it's not. No, no ,no , it's not friendly at all. He calls you names he says you suck but like you know people in our day like to do this because it's considered competition this is how it is. But you don't really like liers do you ? You don't like liers they make you feel angry. So lets put him to test believing that he is so good you challenge him to a 1v1, He decides to go through with it but through the whole game he is just running away from you. You win and he loses, he has a negative KDR he has a positive one. You want to make sure everyone knows so you take a picture of it on your phone. You see it and you know that you are amazing, your self esteem is boosted by a ton you are super amazing at this game.

 

The Next day : Upon turning on your computer and logging into the game and getting on teamspeak 3 with you "Friends", You start talking to them. Everything is fine until you are playing later and you mention your amazing item you need and he starts talking about oh, your really gonna need that you are always dying and making us carry you. You have been doing all the damage and have to completely use your spells to save their lives all the time because they are always losing. The 1v1 did it matter? He doesn't feel so, so he puts you and a bot against him and Mack. On paper it looks good but ingame the bot doesn't even move unless your in a certain spot. You picked a range character and he picked a melee and he copies EXACTLY your build. Every part of it because he wants to beat you and he will try whatever he can to win. He tries sneak attacking u whneever you have absolutely no health and are running away, he kills you of course you can't do nothing about it. But you are alright because he is in the negatives and you are in the positives. You completely destroy BOTH of the teammates making the other player Mack salty and making Christy completely angry. He starts yelling at you calling you bad asking why you are running away from him but you are actually standing in the same exact spot not even touching your keyboard even. You ultimately beat both of them, which your bot did nothing the whole game since the bot didn't work right. It was a 1v2 actually and you were on the handicapped side. He is lying to you saying he's better, it's alright sometimes but this is not the first time, what about the time he did this on another game? or the game before that? He does it a lot but this time you are hurt, you love this game too much and him completely putting you down like that. You have no choice but to act calm and try to pretend you are having a good time. You have the whole night don't you? You spend hours answering only when you have to, pretty easy to hear when you know? So you do this every aching 7 hours you have next trying to talk perfectly calm inside even knowing you are pissed completely and utterly.


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