Summertime

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: July 20, 2017

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It sucks when your heart is broken, but it's even more worse when your heart is broken by everyone you know. No matter how hard you try, no matter how many therapists you see, you still end up feeling dead inside. Like you're just good enough, and you can never get out of this dark, small cramped hole. What I'm describing right now is my summer. It sucks, and it's not going to get any better. It started out great, then the people I knew either started hating me, or they left my life. My family absolutely hates me, they never talk to me, and they don't want to do anything I want to do. To me, it feels like my life is falling apart, and I'm only 17. Suicide has crossed my mind many many times, I don't feel loved, and i don't feel wanted. I can't talk to anyone about how I feel because I'm not really a talkative person. I recently split with someone, and I fucked up their life. They only want to be friends, but I still love them. It's getting somewhat personal, but, I don't feel the same without them. It would never of worked out for several reasons but I wish it didn't end the way it did. If I could just not feel emotions anymore, I woud be just fine with that. Summertime sucks, for me anyways. I just end up losing friends, and not making any. On this site, I feel comfortable to speak my mind, because no one knows who I am. Yes, I want my mind to be fixed, and for this to not ever happen again but as I've learned it's going to happen a lot no matter how hard you try to avoid it. 

  With everything said, have a great rest of your summer.

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