At No Expense to You

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
Depression has its faults, just like me. It is why we are most compatible.

Submitted: July 27, 2017

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Sometimes I wonder....

when had I become such a miserable creature...so tired and deliberately detached....was it after the first or fifth heart break, after I lost my best friends or before I decided to date them.

Was it before I slept with one or the third....maybe after I left school and my mother or father saw no value in having me with them anymore.

Maybe it was after another woman fanessed herself into my life through avenues of the men i kept close and kicked me out of the nest I made.....after I believed I was safe....

not really sure where my beginning ended.

All I knew was that someones paradise was built on the ashes of my own hell. It is with these realizations and more do I wonder......how many prayers have kept me alive.....that were never my own. 


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